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Excited, nervous and scared as hell.
I start Chemo tomorrow and I am not sure if it is what I should be on or not. We are still waiting on the DNA test to come back. They were suppose to have been back Friday 2 weeks ago. We keep saying we know I am some kind of special I guess the DNA test are going to prove that.
I am not sure if I will be able to sleep tonight. What if I sleep thru the alarm in the morning? What if my blood work isnt good enough for them the start. Hell it has been over 2 months since we found out I had cancer just how good is it suppose to be?
Questions I have 1000s of them and I don't know the answers or if anyone else has the answers. Its a horrible place to be and I dont wish it on anyone
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