[sylvie]

my 16 yr old daughter.
The difficulty of wrapping my head around what she is doing.
The way she talks down to me, and how that makes me feel. she knows i take things to heart, and tends to play on that. i worry about her daily, i miss her so much. i want her to be safe, to make good choices and i know she has life lessons to learn but that's hard to swallow and sit by and watch. At 16 years old, however, i no longer have a say except when she is willing to listen. i am doing everything in my power to hold her close, i don't want to push her away. And i know one day she will look back and know that her mother is and always was in her corner and find her way back home. Until then, i will worry.

-Thinking of you everyday pickle princess, & love you to the moon and back, even if you don't want to hear it right now.-