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rustedrims · 07-12-2020, 09:55 PM

Well had my biopsy on my right kidney last tuesday. Waiting to hear from someone. Nobody likes the waiting. This time i want to wait a little longer. I found out if I get a early call then somethin is up. I dont feel an urgency this time with this. I feel ok and nothing has changed where i would be concerned. Just dont want that stuff back. I dont want to loose my hair and 60 pounds again. Had a tough time gettin through that.

When I got the news bout my kidney I went head first balls to the wall in my yards. Did 3 straight days nonstop then crashed. Took a step back and realized that wasnt going to help me. Mom told me to slow down and of course I didnt listen to her. Was thinkin if I got that biopsy I would not be able to do anything. Wanted to get things done so I wouldnt get to far behind. Had to take at least 3 days off. Sweeping off my sidewalk was a bad idea. Hurting that night. Dont want to call but might call tuesday. That will be a week. Gotta get some sleep.

As always thank you for reading and caring. I love you all. Fighting the Fight in The Planet.!!

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07-12-2020, 09:55 PM	#1445
rustedrims Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Join Date: Mar 2011 Location: Northern Ohio close to Lake Erie and ice-cream places Posts: 444 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,123 Thanked 2,553 Times in 367 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Well had my biopsy on my right kidney last tuesday. Waiting to hear from someone. Nobody likes the waiting. This time i want to wait a little longer. I found out if I get a early call then somethin is up. I dont feel an urgency this time with this. I feel ok and nothing has changed where i would be concerned. Just dont want that stuff back. I dont want to loose my hair and 60 pounds again. Had a tough time gettin through that. When I got the news bout my kidney I went head first balls to the wall in my yards. Did 3 straight days nonstop then crashed. Took a step back and realized that wasnt going to help me. Mom told me to slow down and of course I didnt listen to her. Was thinkin if I got that biopsy I would not be able to do anything. Wanted to get things done so I wouldnt get to far behind. Had to take at least 3 days off. Sweeping off my sidewalk was a bad idea. Hurting that night. Dont want to call but might call tuesday. That will be a week. Gotta get some sleep. As always thank you for reading and caring. I love you all. Fighting the Fight in The Planet.!! s __________________ I don't want to be perfect because if I was then I will loose the ability to learn.