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easygoingfemme · 07-14-2020, 04:51 AM

I had to put on my big girl pants yesterday and call my oncologist about some bone pain I've been having for about a month. It is so damn hard to make those calls. The anxiety to get ready to even pick up the phone knocks me out. Finally yesterday I took a half of an ativan and then made the call after that kicked in. They sent me to x-ray and I went and had scans done yesterday and now I wait.

There are a lot of things it could be. Just, I can't deal with sorting that out unless I've knocked out the biggest scariest monster which would be a recurrence of the cancer.

07-14-2020, 04:51 AM	#1454
easygoingfemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Lil' Miss Sassy Pants Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: My place by the river Posts: 3,375 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,731 Thanked 14,159 Times in 3,019 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I had to put on my big girl pants yesterday and call my oncologist about some bone pain I've been having for about a month. It is so damn hard to make those calls. The anxiety to get ready to even pick up the phone knocks me out. Finally yesterday I took a half of an ativan and then made the call after that kicked in. They sent me to x-ray and I went and had scans done yesterday and now I wait. There are a lot of things it could be. Just, I can't deal with sorting that out unless I've knocked out the biggest scariest monster which would be a recurrence of the cancer.