Thinking of five things for this thread often feels so hard. It can take me forever, and sometimes I abandon posting on this thread because I get stuck. I have no idea why it's so hard
My butch falls asleep easily every night, while for me going to sleep is like lighting a fire with sticks: very hard.
Please pass the sweet potato fries, always.
For many years I've had a secret name for myself (actually perhaps even since childhood) that would become my name if I was ever "perfect." Sometimes I say that one day I will have that name but then I fail at being perfect, and the name migrates to the background. I kind of like having a secret name for myself that only I know even if I can't ever claim it, and even if the concept of being perfect is quite sad and troublesome. It's always exciting to have a secret and maybe especially a secret name.
I feel on this site I can be myself more than anywhere else on the "web."