[Gemme]

I am an organ donor. I hope to help as many folks as I can with what I have at the time of my passing. I haven't exactly decided what I'd like done with my leftovers once that is done. It honestly depends on how much of my physical being is left. Hopefully, the Universe will allow me a manner of death that will help me to do this.
Maybe I could donate the rest of me to a medical school. Maybe be cremated and cast in some of my favorite places. That would create an expense for my loved ones, though. Maybe I'll start a fund so that someone can travel to those places and scatter me about to and fro. Maybe I'll have separate sprinkles for different people.

Well, that part's not figured out exactly yet. I do know that I want the doctors to harvest as much of me as they can.

I don't fear death. At all. I do worry that the pathway to death's door will be painful to bear. I'm not a big fan of pain, so I hope that my death is either swift or painless or maybe just a little pain. The way I see it is that my life to this point has had quite a bit of pain in it, so maybe I'll get a break at the end. Kind of like a coupon. Oh, you had X amount in pain so you get 25% off your pain during death.

I dunno.

Maybe I sound flip, but death itself isn't something I worry about. I worry about how it will feel. I worry about what the people who find me will think and I hope that I'm not found days into my decomposition because that would not allow me do what I wanted to do most and also, it's pretty damn disgusting. Decomp is a smell you don't easily forget.