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Originally Posted by Kätzchen
Tonight, I had my first session of EMDR with my transgendered therapist. It was so intense that I was yelling and experiencing a wide range of emotions (anger, frustration, sadness, rage - in some cases). I feel safe with my new therapist, but that is largely due to working on lots of other issues with my previous therapist, over the past year.
I had a very rough day today at work, so my therapy session was timely.
I don't really have any expectations for the end result of utilizing EMDR. I just know if the few sessions we have scheduled will bring about some sort of desired result, then I will count it as success. The good news, is that we only do EMDR once a month, because it's very exhausting work.
I feel wiped out, tonight.
Thanks for holding space for me, as I continue the process of achieving some level of healing in my life.
Appreciatively, ~ K.
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I am so glad you have a therapist you trust!
Over the years I have found EMDR very helpful, but it is intense and takes everything out of you. At first, I was not sure it helped, but over time I can tell that the traumas we have worked on blur in my memory. I still know they are there, but they do not hurt me like they did.
I am so proud of you for doing this work and hope it brings the results you need.
Love to you!!!