More nervous than I have been in a long time...... for many reasons.....
Tired of dishonest people
Tired of games
Tired of anger
Just tired and nervous.......
Funny how, when I cut people out of my life, they get angry and retaliate. they think it is fun to attack my security........
This month, I think my money unwillingly, funded someone else's Christmas.
This month I think someone is trying to get back into my life and doing it in mean and horrible ways. That door was slammed a long time ago.
It is like a nightmare that I can't wake up from. All this stuff has affected me to the point where I am dreaming about this crap.
Calgon, take me away!!!!
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Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don't resist them - that only creates sorrow.
Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like.
~Lao Tzu
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