After a lot of soul searching counseling and prayin/. And talking to close friends I have realized that I am transgebdered. I guess that would explain why my relationships with women who identify as lesbian wouldn't work. So now I post this. And know the journey ahead. Thanks to all those who have hlped me find who I am. I now know that I need a transsensual femme partner who understands me.
On my mind is the journey ahead