Software developer here ... love coding but the past couple years this boys club at work has become extremely toxic for me ... it is the people, their lies and getting away with unreasonable lies that has me bummed out.
I am certain I would not be able to tolerate the taste of ass in my mouth but watching others suck-up, lie to look good can be entertaining.
I tell the truth. I am mouthy. You can imagine where this places me. I accept my consequences and will not change.
Once I took off all the blinders and dismissed my denial, all the joy left but I can stand it four more years until retirement.
All good here.