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Old 01-23-2017, 10:37 PM   #165
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oops, haven't tried the EZP. I am packing 24/7. I am very clear now that my dysphoria was bottom dysphoria. I still id as trans butch and the trans has to do with not feeling male or female all the time. I am binding for my other dysphoria with the pectoral muscle and as long as I pack I feel perfect at this point. Of course, I know this is a journey and have been talking to my therapist about it. I keep moving the envelope so who knows what next month will bring. Have been packing when swimming. I have been swimming in the Outplay suits and shorts. I am out of the women's locker and in the family changing room where I get to shower and change alone.

When I was in Florida visiting my mother and sister I didn't pack and I was jumpy and couldn't stop this feeling that I was missing something. With the Pete's Sparepants harness and brief shorts I feel very comfortable. It holds me in and I don't have to adjust myself. All is good.
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