Caregivers
Well, living with mom has been a bit of a challenge. I am just not good at living with other humans. All my bad habits from being unhappy return.
The biggest issue for her is still the fact that I don't eat very much. She likes her three meals a day.
At Christmas I heard her complain to her brother that I am gone a lot and that I don't eat. Ugh, I always make sure that she has home cooked food to eat even when I don't join her.
Yesterday, we went to her old town to empty another rented storage bin. Since it is only me moving stuff it makes me very upset to move around what I consider junk. We are down from 5 rented storage bins to 3. But my body suffers from the work and again there is no one to help me.
I feel exhausted and a little hopeless about her stuff.
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