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Originally Posted by girl_dee
Hi Doll,
Recently my therapist made a *chronic PTSD* diagnosis on me. It really shocked me because I am apparently uneducated about it. I just always called it old tapes or bad memories surfacing uninvited.
I don’t think we experience the same thing, but I can tell you my anxiety comes out of no where, for no apparent reason. I re-live a feeling that I really don’t want to re-live, but it happens.
Big hugs ((( Apoc ))))
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Over and over! I was first diagnosed at 23 and its been with me since (and was before). Things have happened to add to it as well.
I'm sorry that you have PTSD, but glad that you know. Its somehow comforting to know whats wrong.
This most recent episode stemmed from being groped and dismissed by someone in power at my church. It pushed so many buttons for me. I stood up. I told. I wrote and letter to read to him with church leadership and then he did not show up.
Now, he has lost his position, but is still around. I am not really OK. My nerves are just so shot and I am creeped out. I want to punch him in the throat, or run away.
Thank you for the sweet post and the support and for being my friend! xoxo