what I want
More than tangibles....more than true love.....more than security.....more than anything.....I want to be okay... meaning to be at peace...which I believe comes thru acceptance to a degree...I want to be okay with how things are in the universe...on my planet....my continent....my state, town, family, and in my heart.
Peace is not a destination. Life is not linear. I have to take the bad with the good and be okay with it. Working on things is good...feed people..food first. Not accepting and being at peace with imbalance doesnt mean we arent always in motion to make all better. It means I wont struggle against evil or good. No more struggle. No more loss of power. I need to be okay with our pace in resolution whether it is on this site or out in the big world. It is okay.
When we are on our deathbeds we see the circle. None of the anger and mistrust ever mattered. None of anything will matter there. I want to live in the circle now.
Before the fall, the summer
Before the summer, spring
Before the spring, the wintertime
Before the winter, sing
Salud
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"Love the questions"
...Rainier Marie Rilke...Letters to a young poet
Che
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