To the one who used to be the one....
Dear You,
Oh how I loved you, so much & so deeply, at times those feelings would overwhelm me & make me cry. I never felt so complete, so cherished, so cared for, so loved, so.... attached. I never recieved flowers before you came along... or jewelry. Picking out our house together, making it our own.... dreaming about our future together. I couldn't wait to see you at the end of the day. Laughing with you, making you dinner, washing your laundry, cleaning our house, movies in bed with kitties all around.... perfection. Love making with you was incredible, unbelievably hot and magical. And you knew how to spoil a good girl, in all the ways that mattered.
You changed me. You changed my life. Oh how I loved you. I will never go forward into another relationship the same for you've shown me *how* it's supposed to be, shown me that being open to someone else has joyful rewards.
I will take these lessons learned, good & bad, embracing the next love with my whole being, offering up my bruised & still tender self with abandon.
Your loss.
Sincerely, me
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kissinfemme
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