Oh yeah! i lost 110 lbs and then have gained most of it back. i am in a newish (poly) relationship -- with a couple. They are both hot. The people they date and have dated are hot. It is SO hard for me to feel OK sometimes. So hard. They do not do a THING to make me feel bad. ON the contrary. But it's hard.
Plus i am just damned uncomfortable. i feel awkward. i walk in an unsexy way. i suffer from body image issues a lot.
i have a huge deadline coming up. When it is over, i intend to begin the process again of living a healthier lifestyle.
The other thing i will be investigating is the lapband.
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