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How Do You Identify?: jenny
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I was thinking about this yesterday.
I never was comfortable with "the closet" and have always disclosed my ID to virtually everyone, even in the late 80s and early 90s
And my straight family and friends would be like "god it's nobody's business why do you keep putting it out there people don't care about your sex life"
But the fact is this is only true for butches. When you're a femme, esp a 20-something blonde with DDs, every man is interested in your sex life, and being coy about it is no safer than being open.
And i could never stand being closeted around my female peers either, at work or school, because a lot of times people would start bonding with you and start saying how nice it would be to go shopping or whatever and i always needed to make them aware of my status before we became friends.
Because what if we did go shopping and do lunch and mani pedis or whatever and you didn't find out until months later and then felt betrayed and/or denounced me to everyone we knew?
So there were people who felt i was "hung up" or "in your face" about my sexuality because i talked about and none of their other gay friends did that.
Yes but all of your other gay friends are either androgynous females or effeminate boys, they don't HAVE to talk about it.
And if you are an attractive femme who has been open about her orientation at work and then you find yourself sexually harrassed? Two different managers told me i brought it on myself by letting these men find out i was gay
It sounds so easy to straight people-- just don't say anything. Like work at a place for years and years and just avoid giving direct answers to any relationship questions and don't participate in conversations about relationships. How hard could that be?
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