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girl_dee · 09-26-2018, 06:06 PM

myself. i am disappointed in myself.

I’m trying to regroup but today was just one of those days.

I have been doing accounting work for many years. I like to balance things, and find errors. I love to calculate and work on margins. I have always been really good at it. I am not sure what is happening.

I had one special thing to do today, and it was not a complicated task, but I just could not get there. My boss kept checking the project and reminding me that it was still wrong, and I just made it worse and worse trying to fix it. It was embarrassing and humiliating. He is such a nice man, my boss.... he went on to school me on how I need to take my time to get things figured out, and how he does not want to have to check my work but is worried with my mistakes today. It involves his money and boy does he watch that.

I was right in the middle of working it out, and I stopped and started 3 other things, I just could not focus. I had to fight to stay on track and I kept getting lost in the task.

I don’t know who I am anymore!

09-26-2018, 06:06 PM	#435
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,956 Times in 13,922 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	myself. i am disappointed in myself. I’m trying to regroup but today was just one of those days. I have been doing accounting work for many years. I like to balance things, and find errors. I love to calculate and work on margins. I have always been really good at it. I am not sure what is happening. I had one special thing to do today, and it was not a complicated task, but I just could not get there. My boss kept checking the project and reminding me that it was still wrong, and I just made it worse and worse trying to fix it. It was embarrassing and humiliating. He is such a nice man, my boss.... he went on to school me on how I need to take my time to get things figured out, and how he does not want to have to check my work but is worried with my mistakes today. It involves his money and boy does he watch that. I was right in the middle of working it out, and I stopped and started 3 other things, I just could not focus. I had to fight to stay on track and I kept getting lost in the task. I don’t know who I am anymore!