Even tho I have lost alot of weight, I am still overweight by standards of the Cultural Norm. However, this is exactly where my body feels the most at ease and normal. So this is where I want to stay. I am somewhere between a 16 and an 18.
I have been told my surgery was a failure because I didnt get skinny.
even tho my surgery was NOT for weight loss, but to correct a life threatening hernia that compromised my lungs and my heart.
I can breath and I have much more stamina now and I am not getting chest pains and even my back issues are better because my body is not exhausted. I sleep better, and no longer have hallucinations (usually, lol) when i sleep. So...
my surgery was a failure?
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Pole bachit, a lis chuye.
The field sees, the forest hears
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