[Bootsandheels]

There you are again…
in my bed with your sweet angelic boi-face…
nestled in the crook of your arm…
the covers strewn with jeans and lace…

So adorable…
I could stand for hours just watching you there…
Strong jaw, high cheekbones…short curly hair…
So handsome yet so beautiful…
So incredibly unique…
And into your soul you let me peek…
And In that moment…
I get a sneak peek…

Of a butch-boi man…
Of a woman in a butch-boi
Of constant struggle but no defeat…
Of acceptance and hard won joy…
Of my sweet butch-woman-boi…

Like a cherub full of grace…
with a childish grin on your impish face…
Halfway between sleepy and sound asleep…
You stretch and wait for me…
Aching for me even in your dreams
You reach for me…
You reach for me…
But still I stand against the wall…
watching you breathe…
The rise and fall…
Watching you…
Wait for me…
Struggling to stay awake…
For me…
with senses aware that I’m not there…
Quite yet…

Sleepy head, you rock my world with your soft seraphim lips…
Heaven’s music starts to play when you touch me with your
fingertips…
Heaven’s own music starts to play…when you lay me down…
Stroking the strings of your precious femme instrument…
When you lay me…down…
and gently remove my princess crown…

Boots

lkf, 11/23/10