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morningstar55 · 05-01-2012, 06:18 AM

wow hadnt seen this thread in a while....
i have to tell ......
like cuddly ...... my mom n I are like oil and water too.
and as well..... anything i have done with my life , jobs , friends, whom i dated.. was not good enough.
she likes my art and is proud of that... but feels i need to have a working hard job to have a full filling work thing not a sit down job relaxing.
and im serious these are her words and ideas of things.
the men are above me...... she will cater to them as like my brothers.
she will be there me sometimes...
nothing i do is right , she dogs me about my wieght , how i sit, walk, you name it. my life style. there is no pleasing her.
i dont know why ..... I put up with her . there are times even lately i will go shopping with her, and she will be ok for a while and sometimes she will start her bashing stuff .. and i have sat there in quiet tears. i dont know why i put myself thru that..
it makes me want to just stop the car and get out.
and maybe i should...... that will give her something to think about im sure. ha..but then im sure she will say im being rediculous.
she is 77 and very active , still drives and such.. complains about some aches and pains is about it.
maybe i am the way i am ... and lack confidence in myself.
and never amounted to much.....took 5 yrs of graphic design and well now i i drive a truck.

05-01-2012, 06:18 AM	#39
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,241 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	wow hadnt seen this thread in a while.... i have to tell ...... like cuddly ...... my mom n I are like oil and water too. and as well..... anything i have done with my life , jobs , friends, whom i dated.. was not good enough. she likes my art and is proud of that... but feels i need to have a working hard job to have a full filling work thing not a sit down job relaxing. and im serious these are her words and ideas of things. the men are above me...... she will cater to them as like my brothers. she will be there me sometimes... nothing i do is right , she dogs me about my wieght , how i sit, walk, you name it. my life style. there is no pleasing her. i dont know why ..... I put up with her . there are times even lately i will go shopping with her, and she will be ok for a while and sometimes she will start her bashing stuff .. and i have sat there in quiet tears. i dont know why i put myself thru that.. it makes me want to just stop the car and get out. and maybe i should...... that will give her something to think about im sure. ha..but then im sure she will say im being rediculous. she is 77 and very active , still drives and such.. complains about some aches and pains is about it. maybe i am the way i am ... and lack confidence in myself. and never amounted to much.....took 5 yrs of graphic design and well now i i drive a truck. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.