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It's Been 4 weeks since Scouty passed away
I wake and think its a nightmare n then realise she's gone
I can't seem to get my shit together
It;s terrible to say my cousin hung himself 3 days before Scout died,but Scouts passing is crippling me.
I don't even want to see people,or talk to anyone
I know ppl think she was just a dog
She was my everything,having cancer,I had even set up a trust for her,so her medical n food would be covered,if I died.
I cry most of the time n just drug myself of a night
I feel her death has broken me
She was so phisically healthy
To have dementia but be si fit for 11.5 yrs,feels so unfair
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