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Old 02-27-2016, 11:05 PM   #1
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Default The question of a "heartless bitch"

Cold. Heartless. Callous. Jaded. Alone. Are you the girl who has lived anything but a fairytale? If so you probably know quite well what i'm talking about. You got your heart broken one too many times, trusted too many times, chose the wrong person too many times.

Once upon a time, this girl was probably "normal"… if you can call it that. Willing to trust, willing to love, willing to let herself be candid with someone. But, following that came the loss, the heartbreak, the betrayal, the rejection. Take this story and multiply it, and you have the finished product: a heartless, jaded girl, societally like to label as a heartless bitch.

She safeguards her heart like no tomorrow and would rather perish than show any trace of emotion. Not even a fairy godmother can fix that.

This girl who was once capable of love and feelings is now iced over and has no intention of showing her heart. She’s unable to let people in, does not know what communication and intimacy are beyond the physical and sexual level and has subconsciously protected her heart with the same level of the Swiss Guard.

She is either always in a f*ck-buddy type of situation or alone. She could be beautiful and warm on the outside, but inside, she’s cold because that’s what years of heartbreak will do to a girl.

She won’t text you first, not because she’s playing the game, but because she’s afraid. She won’t ask you personal questions out of fear that you’ll push her away. She’s grown accustomed to rejection, so she does all she can to avoid it.

Many people believe getting hurt will coerce you to grow and realize what you deserve. Realistically, though, being hurt can either stunt your growth by making you incapable of feeling or create a standard so high that no butch will ever be able to fulfill it.

The jaded, heartless girl is the one who has rendered herself incapable of sympathy and feelings. Opening up is bullsh*t to her and feelings are for the weak.

The physicality is temporarily enough for her, but secretly, she wants more, which is why she continuously gets her heart smashed into a million pieces when a butch gets tired of trying. This leads her to benders and bad decisions for as long as it takes her to freeze over her heart once more.

It's easy to blame her for everything... That's fine... She has no problem taking the whole entire blame with her as she once again disappears without a trace...

The safest option is to keep your armor on and keep people at sword's legit... far enough so they cannot hurt you, never again.

But underneath it all....will anyone ever see through the facade, see through the masks...will anyone ever care.... or try hard enough to get to the still living, breathing heart or a real woman?

Hope is a fool's drug.
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