And how are you feeling? - Page 293

clay · 04-23-2019, 07:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Wrang1er

Clay - Thank you for always being so supportive. Your kindness means more than you know.

Gemme - you are right. She ended up having her at 1:47 am. She's still in her room. It's going to be hard to let her go. Thank you, Gemme.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((WRANG))))))))))))))))))) ....you are very welcome. I consider you to be a very close & supportive friend to me as well.

Thinking of you & your family today.....sends gentle hugs.....hoping peace can be found along the way....my heart hurts for your niece esp.... Take care my friend! Let me know if you need an ear..always here for you...

PS Gemme is spot on..it will hurt for a very long time...

Kenna · 04-25-2019, 06:51 AM

Emotionally worn out. Emotionally drained. Mentally scattered. Thanks to my mother.

easygoingfemme · 04-25-2019, 07:34 AM

I feel like a walking Tsunami. Our family is working hard to establish our new normal without my brother and it is very painful. I'm just putting everything I've got into my nephews and trying to make it through every work day. I'm pretty sure I've ended my marriage at the same time. Everything is a mess.

easygoingfemme · 04-25-2019, 07:35 AM

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Originally Posted by Wrang1er

I feel sad. My niece who is five months pregnant lost her baby today. She was in the hospital last week with meningitis. She got out Wednesday and Thursday they said the baby's heartbeat was strong. Today she started bleeding and went into her doctor and there was no heartbeat. They told her to go to the hospital at 7:30 this evening and they would induce labor. I took Mom to go see her. They said it could be between 12-18 hours before she delivers. It just seems terrible she still has to go through all the motions. I cannot imagine how she is feeling. My heart hurts for her.

I'm so sorry for all of you. That is so sad and physically traumatic.

Gemme · 04-25-2019, 08:24 AM

I feel good. A wee bit tired but good. I've got a lot to accomplish today so I better get to it. First up, breakfast. Then finish The Property Brothers I'm watching, do my banking and do some work around home before getting ready and going to run my errands.

Bèsame* · 04-25-2019, 09:15 AM

Dental Anxiety. New dentist.

It will all be over soon. Oh and, $$$$$

😫😬

Bèsame* · 04-25-2019, 05:54 PM

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Originally Posted by Bèsame*

Dental Anxiety. New dentist.

It will all be over soon. Oh and, $$$$$

😫😬

It was very pleasant,
and no gagging was performed..whew

RockOn · 04-25-2019, 07:08 PM

I have some good stuff to report. I had a terrific day with sciatic leg and buttcheek pain until after lunch. I am appreciative of anything.

I was around the back of the building walking on concrete without my rollator and practicing trying to walk normal. I was hobbling a tiny bit but so what ... it thrilled me! I have not walked so well in over a year. I know the back surgery is not avoidable but still to get a half day away from bad pain was great.

Oh ... and I fantasized all morning if I could just hold her, kiss and cuddle her just one time. Of course it will not happen but it gave my spirits a huge lift.

So I had 2 good things going on this morning.

RockOn · 04-26-2019, 02:41 PM

I have to report this. It is 3:30 in the afternoon and only a tiny bit limpy-gimpy! Sciatic pain is not worth mentioning.

I am so amazed and so happy! Very humble and thankful too. I am thinking I will not have to stay in bed all weekend.

Feeling on top of the world!
(somersaulting on my way out of this thread)

Happy Friday to All!!

Bèsame* · 04-30-2019, 08:17 PM

Feeling..

Well, I'm trying not to think about what's going to happen.

So my dentist calls in a prescription for pre-appointment. So I go pick it up. No biggie. UNTIL I bring home 3 of them!

Feeling, anxious, way to early now. (Its like 2 days away!)

easygoingfemme · 05-01-2019, 07:31 AM

I'm feeling committed and shattered.

Four years ago today I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Usually on this day I take the day off of work and live life to the fullest. I will do that again today. I just have to push myself harder to do so. I took the day off. I will leave shortly for a bike ride, even though it is cold and raining. Then I will go see my daughter because she has her convocation to the honors program at her college tonight and I am so proud of her. I am committing to training well for an upcoming 250 mile fundraiser bike ride for young women facing breast cancer. I am putting one foot in front of the other.

Gemme · 05-01-2019, 08:55 AM

I'm feeling good right now but I am still riding the waves of endorphins after a good workout. That could change.

FireSignFemme · 05-01-2019, 07:06 PM

Happy. The roofers are done for the day, Monte no longer on high alert is napping peacefully giving me a much needed break. The weather is as close to perfect as nature can get. Just two more days till direct deposit hits the bank and one of those days is already partially over. Since there's a bit of a slight breeze today the place is cool enough for me to warm dinner in the oven, so no real cooking involved.

It's a really good day.

Kätzchen · 05-01-2019, 08:52 PM

Me too, FSF, I had a pretty good day. The weather here is so beautiful, too.

I'm feeling pretty cheerful tonight. Which is so nice.

Gemme · 05-01-2019, 10:04 PM

I'm feeling exhausted. I haven't really stopped moving since about 8 this morning and am realizing exactly how hard I pushed myself. I will be hunting down the ibuprofen tonight.

cathexis · 05-02-2019, 02:20 AM

Spent three hours today, and similar time yesterday writing in my submissive journal in attempt to chill from techno-domination. My primary email address company thought it had been hacked simply because I logged on from a different device. Also, forgot my FB pw as it's memorized on the primary email site. FB had instructions to resolve the issue, but none of them worked for me. Main obstacle is not having a smart phone or any cell service to receive a text code.

End story is that I now have a second new main email address, and a brand new, squeaky clean FB acct without all my friend and group contacts. Starting over from scratch replacing three years of activity. All of my friends are online. Haven't seen many of them in decades. We, nonetheless, stay in contact based on similar interests or proclivities.

So, I lost contact with all of the support system, save my Dom. TG for Her!
Also, should add those of you who know me here.
It'll get patched up, but for a few hours it was touch and go through a rare panic and crying jag.

Gemme · 05-02-2019, 05:57 AM

The ibuprofen was moderately successful. I'm still feeling the effects of moving furniture and near constant movement for hours but I got a ton of stuff done and have gotten nearly all of the supplies I will need for my painting project so I feel good about that. It's back to work so I'm less happy about that but it is what it is.

Greco · 05-02-2019, 03:14 PM

Gemme with your spot-on sense of humor, and your incredible
work ethic...I take my hat off to you, much respect .

Greco

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Originally Posted by Gemme

The ibuprofen was moderately successful. I'm still feeling the effects of moving furniture and near constant movement for hours but I got a ton of stuff done and have gotten nearly all of the supplies I will need for my painting project so I feel good about that. It's back to work so I'm less happy about that but it is what it is.

Bèsame* · 05-02-2019, 06:03 PM

Well, the dentist saga, sorta ended today. I was there for 2.75 hours. I need to share this with you all, so you can feel my pain..lol

My crown was pulled, another tooth was pulled, and my pretty veneer was drilled off. That took at least an hour and a half. Yeah, the drill.
I had a bone graft
Left and felt many sutures. I have a temp bridge for now.
I have a very attractive droopy lip..lol

I have pills and ice pack for now.

When I left, there was a goody bag waiting for me. Not the usual new toothbrush, but an instant ice pack, gauze and ... a can of Campbell's chicken noodle soup!

I was told not to talk for a few hours..lol. can they really do that??

homoe · 05-02-2019, 08:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Bèsame*

Well, the dentist saga, sorta ended today. I was there for 2.75 hours. I need to share this with you all, so you can feel my pain..lol

My crown was pulled, another tooth was pulled, and my pretty veneer was drilled off. That took at least an hour and a half. Yeah, the drill.
I had a bone graft
Left and felt many sutures. I have a temp bridge for now.
I have a very attractive droopy lip..lol

I have pills and ice pack for now.

When I left, there was a goody bag waiting for me. Not the usual new toothbrush, but an instant ice pack, gauze and ... a can of Campbell's chicken noodle soup!

I was told not to talk for a few hours..lol. can they really do that??

...OUCH

04-25-2019, 06:51 AM	#5842
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,613 Thanked 12,107 Times in 3,757 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Emotionally worn out. Emotionally drained. Mentally scattered. Thanks to my mother. __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

04-25-2019, 08:24 AM	#5845
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,587 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,179 Thanked 108,773 Times in 25,659 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	I feel good. A wee bit tired but good. I've got a lot to accomplish today so I better get to it. First up, breakfast. Then finish The Property Brothers I'm watching, do my banking and do some work around home before getting ready and going to run my errands. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

04-25-2019, 09:15 AM	#5846
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: ☀️☀️☀️ Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 14,777 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 28,404 Thanked 39,538 Times in 10,208 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	Dental Anxiety. New dentist. It will all be over soon. Oh and, $$$$$ 😫😬 __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

04-25-2019, 07:08 PM	#5848
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,308 Times in 2,609 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	great news, Besame - glad it worked out well I have some good stuff to report. I had a terrific day with sciatic leg and buttcheek pain until after lunch. I am appreciative of anything. I was around the back of the building walking on concrete without my rollator and practicing trying to walk normal. I was hobbling a tiny bit but so what ... it thrilled me! I have not walked so well in over a year. I know the back surgery is not avoidable but still to get a half day away from bad pain was great. Oh ... and I fantasized all morning if I could just hold her, kiss and cuddle her just one time. Of course it will not happen but it gave my spirits a huge lift. So I had 2 good things going on this morning.

04-30-2019, 08:17 PM	#5850
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: ☀️☀️☀️ Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 14,777 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 28,404 Thanked 39,538 Times in 10,208 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	Feeling.. Well, I'm trying not to think about what's going to happen. So my dentist calls in a prescription for pre-appointment. So I go pick it up. No biggie. UNTIL I bring home 3 of them! Feeling, anxious, way to early now. (Its like 2 days away!) __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

04-25-2019, 07:34 AM	#5843
easygoingfemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Lil' Miss Sassy Pants Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: My place by the river Posts: 3,375 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,731 Thanked 14,159 Times in 3,019 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I feel like a walking Tsunami. Our family is working hard to establish our new normal without my brother and it is very painful. I'm just putting everything I've got into my nephews and trying to make it through every work day. I'm pretty sure I've ended my marriage at the same time. Everything is a mess.

04-26-2019, 02:41 PM	#5849
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,308 Times in 2,609 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I have to report this. It is 3:30 in the afternoon and only a tiny bit limpy-gimpy! Sciatic pain is not worth mentioning. I am so amazed and so happy! Very humble and thankful too. I am thinking I will not have to stay in bed all weekend. Feeling on top of the world! (somersaulting on my way out of this thread) Happy Friday to All!!

05-01-2019, 07:31 AM	#5851
easygoingfemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Lil' Miss Sassy Pants Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: My place by the river Posts: 3,375 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,731 Thanked 14,159 Times in 3,019 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I'm feeling committed and shattered. Four years ago today I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Usually on this day I take the day off of work and live life to the fullest. I will do that again today. I just have to push myself harder to do so. I took the day off. I will leave shortly for a bike ride, even though it is cold and raining. Then I will go see my daughter because she has her convocation to the honors program at her college tonight and I am so proud of her. I am committing to training well for an upcoming 250 mile fundraiser bike ride for young women facing breast cancer. I am putting one foot in front of the other.

05-01-2019, 08:55 AM	#5852
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,587 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,179 Thanked 108,773 Times in 25,659 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	I'm feeling good right now but I am still riding the waves of endorphins after a good workout. That could change. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

05-01-2019, 07:06 PM	#5853
FireSignFemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: N/A Join Date: Jan 2016 Location: WA Posts: 4,434 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 37,962 Thanked 10,500 Times in 3,158 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	Happy. The roofers are done for the day, Monte no longer on high alert is napping peacefully giving me a much needed break. The weather is as close to perfect as nature can get. Just two more days till direct deposit hits the bank and one of those days is already partially over. Since there's a bit of a slight breeze today the place is cool enough for me to warm dinner in the oven, so no real cooking involved. It's a really good day.

05-01-2019, 08:52 PM	#5854
Kätzchen Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Monogamously Attached ❤️ Join Date: May 2010 Location: Where it once rained daily but now it doesn’t. Posts: 15,092 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 35,992 Thanked 32,003 Times in 9,945 Posts Rep Power: 21474865	Me too, FSF, I had a pretty good day. The weather here is so beautiful, too. I'm feeling pretty cheerful tonight. Which is so nice. __________________ Kätzchen _____ ______

05-01-2019, 10:04 PM	#5855
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,587 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,179 Thanked 108,773 Times in 25,659 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	I'm feeling exhausted. I haven't really stopped moving since about 8 this morning and am realizing exactly how hard I pushed myself. I will be hunting down the ibuprofen tonight. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

05-02-2019, 02:20 AM	#5856
cathexis Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Trotskyist, Anarcho-syndicalist Preferred Pronoun?: They, Them, Their, Sir Bitch Relationship Status: open Join Date: Sep 2016 Location: Great White North! Posts: 4,332 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,812 Thanked 4,710 Times in 1,603 Posts Rep Power: 21474848	Spent three hours today, and similar time yesterday writing in my submissive journal in attempt to chill from techno-domination. My primary email address company thought it had been hacked simply because I logged on from a different device. Also, forgot my FB pw as it's memorized on the primary email site. FB had instructions to resolve the issue, but none of them worked for me. Main obstacle is not having a smart phone or any cell service to receive a text code. End story is that I now have a second new main email address, and a brand new, squeaky clean FB acct without all my friend and group contacts. Starting over from scratch replacing three years of activity. All of my friends are online. Haven't seen many of them in decades. We, nonetheless, stay in contact based on similar interests or proclivities. So, I lost contact with all of the support system, save my Dom. TG for Her! Also, should add those of you who know me here. It'll get patched up, but for a few hours it was touch and go through a rare panic and crying jag. __________________ Insurrection is an art, and like all arts has its own laws. -----Leon Trotsky

05-02-2019, 05:57 AM	#5857
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,587 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,179 Thanked 108,773 Times in 25,659 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	The ibuprofen was moderately successful. I'm still feeling the effects of moving furniture and near constant movement for hours but I got a ton of stuff done and have gotten nearly all of the supplies I will need for my painting project so I feel good about that. It's back to work so I'm less happy about that but it is what it is. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

05-02-2019, 06:03 PM	#5859
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: ☀️☀️☀️ Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 14,777 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 28,404 Thanked 39,538 Times in 10,208 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	Well, the dentist saga, sorta ended today. I was there for 2.75 hours. I need to share this with you all, so you can feel my pain..lol My crown was pulled, another tooth was pulled, and my pretty veneer was drilled off. That took at least an hour and a half. Yeah, the drill. I had a bone graft Left and felt many sutures. I have a temp bridge for now. I have a very attractive droopy lip..lol I have pills and ice pack for now. When I left, there was a goody bag waiting for me. Not the usual new toothbrush, but an instant ice pack, gauze and ... a can of Campbell's chicken noodle soup! I was told not to talk for a few hours..lol. can they really do that?? __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.