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Lately my mom... Its getting close to the anniversary of her death. So I think of her more and more... Sometimes I can still close my eyes and see her face...
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Whats on my mind..My old horse Jet..I know where abouts he is but the paint horse assn wont give me anthing but the name of the owner and town they live in..somehow im takeing a trip to the rio grand cause he isnt far from it..all I want to do is bring hime home and retire him.
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there is lots of people on my mind, now that I am single I think all the time of people I have known and lost and some have came back into my life and for once I am breathing and doing what I want in life to make myself happy,
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My mom, I miss her so!
Soudades, ~teu filho~ :bunchflowers: |
Van Johnson
Here's to Van Johnson!
(Clarification: the person, not the cat) ~CF |
getting back to the gym, I miss him in a whole 'nother way...
I miss my partner, T... he was a big, and I mean Big body-builder and power-lifter...today at dinner my son and I were talking about him, at the end he said "...and he was Huge" (and he was)...maybe it was to hold a big heart... he had a dangerous job with dangerous people, and he ended up getting killed...no time to say goodbye I am thankful to remember him with such love...to have shared myself with someone who got me, and who loved me in the moment and exactly as I was...(as I did him, of course) I used to have this thing that I wanted to wrestle with him...he would try and comply...I'd tell him to get into position and then I'd drape myself over him, clasp my hands so that I could take him down (ha!!) and then I'd say "now, don't hurt me, don't scare me, and don't be mean...go!"...and he's say "nee, how am I supposed to wrestle then?"...and, I'd say, 'you can, it will be fun...but, don't hurt me, don't scare me, and don't be mean'...he had a Lot of patience...we never really wrestled, it was just something I thought would be fun...in a second he had me down on my back and it was, always, fun !! we had ups and downs and in between...it was, above all and all the time--real... so today, I miss my T...and, I'm okay with it...I am really thankful to have what we had...and to know what it's like to be loved and to love with honestly, courage, grace, passion, intensity, and a whole lot of fucking fun! |
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The blessings of you and Damon(f) are amazing, We thank you both; you're kept in thought and prayer. We love you both and our blessed you're in our chosen family.:moonstars: |
A good friend of mine that i've known for awhile has been on my mind alot lately.
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Really missing my best friend, Maidi. BFF!!
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I'm missing someone in particular this evening. Her birthday is soon, it was this time of year we parted ways, both with broken hearts. I used to long for things to be the way they were, but that's unrealistic. I miss her smile, her wisdom, her silent strength, her hands, her heart......the way I felt when I was with her. I miss her.
I will always love you D, and there is always a place for you in my life. Happy Birthday! |
The love of my life, the one I would do anything for....wishing hoping praying for good things to come your way and give you what you need, ALWAYS....that's all.:rrose::stillheart:
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st john is on my mind, shes absolutely amazing
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Sandra, my sweet and adorable friend from work. I didn't get see her this morning before I left because she was away on assignment. I knew she wouldn't be at work today yet I still kept listening for her laugh.
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tammy
Tammy is on my mind, she is my lovely wife. We was at the heart doctor yesterday and he keeps telling her if she does not stop smoking she cutting her life short. I understand that smoking is a hard habit but would not life be worth it. I told her i would not nag at her so with prayers we will see if she quits smoking
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MistyBlue~
MISTYBLUE is on my mind. talked to that lovely lady a few days ago. love that Scottish accent~ ;)
Happy to hear after a 22 month court battle MistyBlue gets to visit with her grandaughter Katie finally and the visiting periods are being extended. Misty is on my mind because she has been away for so long and I miss her avatars and sexy humor and light heart. Misty has not been feeling well but she is getting stronger. She is on my mind because she asked that I extend a heart felt "Hello"! to all that know her. Misty will be back soon but til then she is on my mind :) |
Laura... a long time family friend. She is in the end of life stages of her courageous battle with breast cancer. She is like a favorite Aunt to my sister's 3 adult children and their children. They are having a hard time losing her. A HS friend of my brother-in-law. He has Alzheimer's and for the first time since his diagnosis, I am thankful that he really doesn't know what Laura has and is going through. Please, may she soon have peace.
This is a very good human being with a heart of gold. We will all miss her. |
lots of people have been on my mind lately...old friends from high school, friends from different cities i've lived in and friends that made moves themselves...
over a year ago, i made the commitment to myself, and to these friends really, that if people were on my mind, that i was going to contact them...not just let the thoughts pass away... it's been working....this morning i just got back three replies from ol' friends...each one has made my heart glad that i know them.....and it's been good for me too as they all were happy to hear how i was doing.... about a year and a half ago, an especially old dear friend and i began looking for eachother around the same time....we found eachother and still are like old pals... so, yes, it's friends who are on my mind....a whole lot of the time... |
Mom, she's been threw a lot in the past 2 weeks. She must be so tired, drained both physically and emotionally and it aint over yet.
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Tim is on my mind today. He is a good man and a good friend, very sweet person. He has had a hip problem for about the last year or so and in severe pain. He had hip replacement surgery a few months back and at first, the surgery seemed to help him but now the pain is as bad as ever. He works and had to get a different vehicle to haul his wheel chair. I saw him the other night and asked him how he is doing. An involuntary tear fell from his eye and as he looked away seemingly embarrassed about the teardrop, he told me he is depressed. I hugged him, kissed his cheek and told him I loved him.
Some people sure have it rough. |
Diva - cause she gave me something to think about yesterday, and I have been thinking about it..... Perhaps there is still hope, just gotta shake the negative (store it away for reference), and get on with the good stuff :thumbsup: I'll work on that.... yes I will. |
My Dad. I know he is on my mind (and was) because of the mid-term elections. Although I am down about what happened yesterday, there is this part of me that remembers my Dad was very much like the people in what is being called the Heart Land that have lost jobs in huge numbers and will never see them return. Steel industry kinds of jobs, skilled labor jobs, car manufacturing jobs. Jobs that are hard but did pay well for a long time in the US that have been lost because of cheaper production costs in other countries.
My Dad wasn't educated, immigrated here, and would do any kind of work he had to make a living. He also supported labor unions back in the day because he saw child labor and sweat shops first hand. My Mom, too. He became a business owner later in life (garbage collection), and had a good head for it, but was the kind of person that ran it out of his front pocket like so many of that generation. And he kept his word which was given with a hand shake. Honor. He'd give anyone a chance with a job and he always said that you had to pay people good wages and benefits were not a burden for an employer, it was just the right thing to do. There were huge numbers of voters yesterday in the Heart Land that voted Obama in 2008, but did not now. Made me mad, but I also get it. How many are unemployed now, lost homes, had their retirement taken away? How many can re-train? fear was a big part of yesterday's elections. I think my Dad would have been scared, too. The business he left behind remains in my family (my son and nephews run it today, 3 generations) and although lay offs have been avoided, how long will that be true? These are real people with real families from administrative, college educated types of positions to unskilled labor. Truck drivers, computer techs and a programmer, garbage collectors, recycling/Green workers and advisors, office workers, bookkeepers, managers, and mechanics. Real people! Since my dad lived during the Great Depression, I think he would have done everything (as is being done) to not lay people off. But, if things don’t change soon, who knows! It would have troubled him deeply to let people go. People like him in business do exist and I am tired of them getting lumped into the same categories as the huge mega-billion dollar corporations. Small independent businesses are not the same. Maybe it's better my dad isn't alive. Damn, I miss him! I miss his horse sense and his honestly and reliability. And his giving a damn about people. I miss his integrity about an honest days work for an honest wage and being responsible for his obligations. |
Just waiting for Squeaks to get home. Been thinking about her allllllllllll day.
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Who I used to be.
I need to find that person again. |
A beautiful soul, and the sweetness she possesses :)
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Have you checked in your mirror? I believe Peter Pan found himself when he looked into the pond... Perhaps more happy thoughts are in order... Quote:
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:vigil:Grandma (dad's mom)...At least she Finally made a decision....guess it helps when your choices are dialysis or hospice...
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JoSchmooze cuz I know he made it back from the border ok....
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My nieces....
wish I could live closer to them |
someone I have known for along time, and have missed deeply, and new friends I have met and i am enjoying life
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The one girl who has held My heart since we began talking ~ four years later and though we've been through alot, she still has My heart
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Things happen baby love, but we know it now and that to Me is all that matters :heartbeat: |
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I promised that I would, and I will :) |
My friend Janet. I hope she does great at her competition this weekend....
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Family and friends...peace, hope, light, and dreams! :)
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he is always on my mind...♥
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My late sister, Jo. She understood me. |
My other best friend from PA and her big galoot of a doggy.... she has such a bubbly, fun spirit and we always have so much fun. We especially loved watching her galoot and my half pint wrestle and romp so hard that our laughter hurt our ribs. Her galoot nearly broke my glass dishware once by getting stuck under my dinner table. We had so much fun that night; my half pint even tried to hide his "gator" under my bed to keep the galoot from chomping on it. It was too funny to watch half pint "think about" how to hide that darn gator. Hearing my friend's belly laugh just washed away so much stress from that hard week.
I loved chatting with her today; she makes me smile and think of good times. Wish I had a good picture of her galoot....this is as good as I can find... http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...xVCEwXJ9pp9_I= |
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