I think of my Mom every day, but more so in May.

She held on long enough to be here for my birthday and mother's day, and then passed on May 22nd, 4 years ago.

During my lifetime I only missed one Mother's day with her, because i was stupid and in love, and just had to be with him instead.

I think about my dad everyday. There's not a moment of happiness since he passed away that I haven't thought how amazing it would have been just to have him around. There's nothing I wouldn't do to have him back again, cherish those around you. Cancer ruins many lives, not just the direct person.

my memere.....

yesterday was her birthday....

seems unfair that I have the rest of eternity to miss her....she was part of my life for 25 years....I know I should be happy with that....

I always think of her when I see roses.... <3

My youngest son, who moved out two weeks ago and is living life on his own terms. It's awfully quiet around the house nowadays but I don't mind. I worry some about him because I know him so well - his strengths and weaknesses and blind spots. But he's fully capable on his own. There is probably no better way to show my love for him than to let him stretch his wings and soar.

<<<------ *mama bird*

: )


Im going to stretch my own wings and do a little soaring, too. ♡

Most all of the Republican candidates but especially Marco Rubio and Mike Hucabee ":|

Can you say open mouth insert foot:seeingstars:

My girlfriend, she is working alot and I know she is tired, sad part is I am not there to help because I am in my own world dealing with family stuff.

My stepdaughter, because I'm worried about how her addiction is endangering her life and I know her Mother wants to get her some help.

On my mind
 

I am thinking about my best friend Phill. If he was still alive life for everyone in our family would be so much better. I miss him. He was such a loving and super mushy guy. He was a great caregiver. He was such a gift to my life and the lives of so many people.

I wish he was still here.

My daughter who has adult autism is going through a difficult time & struggles to express why... I wish sometimes I could see into her mind so I know how to make it all feel better.... :blink:

My ex, still is almost always on my mind. Friends yes but I'm still in love with her and it's going to take a long while to get over this break up.

my friend, he has turned into a control freak... gonna have to let him go. Everyone loves the Nanna, doesn't mean you get to have her. Time to let go.

A lost friend, because I miss him.

My best friend. Because her kids and grandkids use her just like my spouse's kids & grandkids used to do. I hate to see her set herself up to be hurt but I'm minding my business and keeping my mouth shut.

MysticOceansFL, because she recently had dental work done. She says everything went well and she's doing fine, but well you know, still you worry.

A certain someone who has my attention.... :wine:

On my mind
 

My friend of 30 years. When we visit she always asks me the same questions...am I in a relationship and am I happy. The last visit she asked me are you in a relationship and I said no. Next she asked me are you happy and I said yes. She said that was good because my happiness came from within in me.

:cowboy:

My mom..... she's been really stressed out lately, for good reason and I worry for her safety and peace of mind.

My babygrl...
Her voice... when she says Daddy in that certain tone...gets Me every time

A friend of a friend who might have brain cancer.

Biting tongue so hard
 

Want...to...say...but must wait!!! She knows....

I read "The Boobs" and thought how can you tell if they're having fun? Really? How?

:doh:

My oldest son. He he was one of 800 to apply for a job. Of the 800, 350 were given a chance to test. I'm not sure how many of those who tested were granted an interview. I only know, though he seems to think the interview went well, competition is fierce. They are only hiring 20, and some of the applicants already have experience. All I can do is be as encouraging as I can without instilling unwarranted hope. As a parent it's a thin line, tight rope to walk. Well, at least they're being merciful. They said those who are selected will hear back within a week, those who aren't will receive notice by the end of the month. I don't especially want my son to work out there, it's hard work, full of risk. Yet at the same time I do hope he succeeds, as it seems to mean so much to him.

It looks like he doesn't, it was just a scare!! :)

My amazing gf.. Missing her a bunch

My cousin. She would have been 51 tomorrow. This was always a big weekend for us. Six years ago this weekend was the last time we camped. Tonight, I'm sitting in front of a fire and she's very much in the forefront of my mind.