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Originally Posted by blush

Perhaps I'm wrong, but it seems to me that both of these posts speak to that frustration femmes feel about pronouns. The one that acknowledges that sometimes it's fucking hard for ALL of us to keep pronouns straight. Yet femmes are most likely to be called out if we get the pronoun wrong. Why is that? To admit that it's hard sometimes is just that: admitting that it's hard. So what. It doesn't mean it's not worth it, or we don't fully understand the why and how of it.

However, it has gotten to the point that if a femme acknowledges that it's difficult sometimes to keep pronouns straight, we are slapped as not caring enough about a butch's or transperson's identity. We aren't trying hard enough. We don't understand. We want to emasculate you.

Are femmes held more accountable for pronoun mis-naming whether intentional or not? It sure feels that way.

I think (could be wrong) that most of the posts at first were in response to the laziness explanation posted. Mainly, because we do have a place on the Planet to just put the pronouns we prefer out there.

However, quite a few ensuing posts brought up some very gamey things that frankly, I have to put on butches. Feel like these examples of how genuine attempts for the sake of clarity and respectful interaction can run afoul. And the most disturbing thing to me is that underlying this is the continuation of some butches feeling they must man-up on the site. I am probably going to get smacked around for this, but....... if and when this happens, it is more about personal insecurity and not femmes or other butches, TG/IG folks. Yes, I think some of this is hard at times, but we all have to look at ourselves in life and own personal horseshit (good clinical term, LOL). Not easy, not fun, but necessary. Accountability is always personal.

I posted a couple of situations that happened to me, that involved a femme as examples for the discussion as a whole. I in no way meant this as femme bashing or placing ultimate blame on femmes. In the end, butches have to take responsibility for ourselves and speak up for ourselves (all butches, no matter the identity). I should have included that I did just that in that situation- told her exactly how I felt about this and why this went to the fact that I could not pursue a relationship with her. Not in a mean way.

Part of what I am saying here has to do with disdain for things like butch-ego (really meaning male-ego). Didn’t care for this when I was hetero, made certain my son did not internalize and buy it, and find it insulting not only as a butch, but as a human being. It seems like there are related terms/phrases that femmes get tagged with that are equally as insulting. There have been many times that I have seen very insulting assumptions about femme identity both from butches and other femmes. Thinking now about some of the posts bringing to light that we seem to discuss this in terms of butches far more.[/COLOR][/FONT]