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Originally Posted by BullDog
Well Jet, you are such a stylin gent. I think you hair will look good at any length.
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Well thank you very kindly Bully. It's nice of you to say.
Now Andrew,
Contrary to popular belief, I was once a kind, gentle and loving man. I say man because my insides have always been wired that way. I was the kind of guy who would go to war for a woman as silly and corny as it sounds. But that was my ethic and my heart.
Then something happened that changed my life. Something I didn't deserve just like all the things you don't deserve. Tell 'em to kiss your ass, Andrew. What is a man really? His values? His love for others? His kindness? Courage? Ethics? All wrapped up in a natural masculinity? The waters of a man run deep don't they? What brings me the most sorrow is the bitter asshole I've become because of loss and pain and betrayal. Well, I'm coming back... slowly but surely and it takes everything in my being and my fiber to remember and reclaim most of the person I was, now older and seasoned and hewn like a rock. And maybe someday, I'll love deeply again. I don't know any other way to love actually. When I love, the person I love will have everything I can give. But this deep, rich love starts within yourself, as something solid and strong and sure, so much so that nothing and no one and sway you. I wish you the best Andrew.