My lover calls what we have a "commuting relationship."
I drive about an hour to spend the night at her house almost every Saturday night. We've only been at this a couple months, since I moved out of her house.
So far, it feels fine to me. Once so far, she has come out to spend the night here, with me, but that can only happen when her sister takes her kid on an overnight. I expect it to happen every couple months.
When we were dating, the six months before I moved in with her, I went out there on a Friday or even Thursday night, and went in to work with her on Monday morning.
Now, I feel too tired on Friday nights, and I need my time on the weekend to do food shopping or laundry or whatever.
I don't feel like it's a hardship at all, to be this far apart. I don't pine or daydream or feel impatient about seeing her. I do feel alone, but it's not about her.
Anyway, I just realized I'm sort of in an LDR, too, and I think it's a good fit for me. I have dinners with friends during the week, or just chill out at home. It's the perfect balance for me.
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