My poems

[akiza]

Dear little one
You don't know how many papers have found themselves in the bin
I wanted to tell you so many things
but i guess it wasn't satisfying enough
So i let you be the judge

I wasn't here when taking your first breath in this world,
I missed your firsts steps, words, so many instants of yohr childhood
I'm sure you're tempted to burn this letter
but i hope that you'll keep on reading
Many reasons came to mind but i know
they're just excuses at your eyes
You are the apple of my eyes, my dream came true, my best accomplishment
You're the proof that that something good can come out of me
I wasn't here for years
That hurts me so much, my heart is broken
I can't imagine what you've and still felt today
I plaid guilty
If i could turn back the time
so many things would be different
It's sadly impossible
Maybe if there's still some light left
In your heart to give us an opportunity
To rekindle some kind of bond
It'll be the best gift i'll ever have
If not i'll understand and respect gour choice
Remember daddy loves you now, tomorrow until the world falls apart

That's what i'ld have written to you if i was courageous enough to get it down, all these words are stuck in my head, I have no strenght to face you
So i let things as they are, it's the only way to go.