If You *REALLY* knew Me...

[gotoseagrl]

you'd know i struggle with social phobia, however ...

i like being bold ... *some*times ... like when i paint my nails red.
shyness doesn't hold me back from saying something i really want or need to say - *especially* in pursuit of justice.
i warm up.
warming up with the right person can open the floodgates.
being quiet doesn't make me the "one to watch out for"... unless you do something unjust lol.
with the right people, i look forward to visits & never-ending phone calls.
reserving my thoughts, words or actions does pay off sometimes.
i push myself "out there" ... *some*times.
i love to laugh & make people laugh.
yes i will end up being a "cat lady", but there are lots of different types of happy cat people, including couples.
i dont have any big scary dangerous secrets i'm hiding.
i love being outside.
i love to travel.
i do love my friends & i try.
i love & cherish genuine, honest, humble people.
i experience pure joy & gratitude when someone reaches out to me in a positive way.
i love helping people.
i love my alone space, but i like sharing it with my Significant Other even more.
just because i can't stand talking with a spotlight to a group doesn't mean i dont like belonging in one.
some things that are scary at first feel liberating afterwards - like the first few times flying alone when i got lost in the biggest airports and found my way.
the things i enjoy most in life are far from boring.
i don't need people or substances just to have a good time.
i have a lot of the same dreams as an extravert.
i admire those who can do what i am afraid of.
the end.