My Words

[luv2luvgirls]

sitting here my head spins
feeling I am on needles and pins
wondering if it will be the same
fearing yet again im to blame
this all feels like before
like she slammed the door
trust is a fickle and funny thing
one misunderstanding down it brings
funny how when all you show is true
why cant they believe you
is it from thier past hurts and fears
or is myself the one gaurded my dear
to this I seek an answer
look inside to find the cancer
one thing I know for sure
her love is what I adore
patience and understanding I give
soon we shall again begin to live
this I know is true
for we work toward me and you
nothing good comes easy
just wish I didnt feel so queasy
she brightens my everyday
shake off the bad I say
you know her heart in everyway
the smile for me makes me sway
emotion wells deep within
I trust that she see's who I am

Ri~