Is Marriage for you?

[CherylNYC]

Marriage? Perhaps... well, maybe. Not really sure.

I've never been married although I was handfasted to my long-ago ex. We also got domestic partnership, which was the only government sponsored relationship validation available to us at the time. My ex regarded our relationship as a marriage, but I did not. She was narcissistic and very difficult. I would not have gotten married to her had that been available to us, but we had all the trappings of marriage except shared bank accounts, thank the Goddess.

I very likely could have eventually gotten married to my late partner, but it wasn't available and we were only together four years before her accident. Four years just isn't long enough for me to make that choice. I would have to know and trust a person for a very, very long time before I took such a drastic step.

Now I just don't feel as if there's a life partner for me somewhere out in our small world. If I were to meet her... oh, I don't know.

Maybe.