lifting the veil of nights silence

[Passionaria]

Goddesses, women, spirits, the earth, the moon, the oceans rivers, mothers giving birth to life, in animals, insects. We all hold a common bond. That which is feminine and it is here I return.

Today I need to talk about Love. beautiful sisters our hearts are worth so much, and even here where women "love" women there is so much confusion, so much unkindness, disrespect, gossip and even worse in my mind competition over Butches in the name of "love". Please. Be careful with your hearts. I see you waiting in line in the name of something. Not mine to name.

I don't know if anyone else goes through this but sometimes I want to scream from the depths of me what is my heart worth in this world? What is a womans heart worth in this world? Can't you see me and the beauty and honesty I bring you? I may be naive, but I look around and so many times I just don't understand the way people behave......... Maybe in reality the only thing that matters is what my heart is worth to me.

This is to Oshun the goddess of Love.

Beautiful mother
spun gold shimmering
on the heart of life
universal force of attraction
you hold the universe together
with wanting
needing
attraction
bonding dancing atoms
of perception
energy
creating life
giving birth to life
shimmering in beauty
love the essence
of your breath
breathing the universe
into the dance of beauty
my heart is yours
my body is yours
I love you
I breath for the beauty
you create in life
I share that beauty freely
in your name
my heart pure
my intentions honorable
my dream to manifest your spirit
here on earth
in the name and love and beauty
I am your servant
wrap your essence around me
I call you into my heart
and breath you from my lips
drenched in honey
for the harshness of this world
is more than I can bare

Casting a circle of gold
shimmering light
with the essence of love
Mother of Beauty I'm calling your name
I'm your daughter
and I need your protection
protect me
protect me
protect me
hold me close to you
my heart is in your hands
my heart belongs to you

beautiful Mother
raging rivers
tumbling through time
I am human
and sometimes my best
is not good enough
But I stand anyway
I love anyway
I care anyway
fierce like you
dancing in beauty
I know you see my heart
just as I see yours