It's ever so lonely..

Lady_Wu · 06-26-2010, 06:03 PM

How lonely are you when the only conversation you get is from the librarian at the WV Library of Congress? I call her up to talk about books just to hear a friendly voice and have some articulate conversation. Hades, but this life is killing me. The highlight of my month is going to the grocery store. People here are friendly only b/c I'm handicapped. Otherwise I'd be as invisible there as I am at home. I feel like I'm beginning to lose my existence as an independent entity and exist only as a caretaker. I'm disappearing as a person and a femme...
no use even signing my name. no-one truly cares who I am anymore.

06-26-2010, 06:03 PM	#13
Lady_Wu Member How Do You Identify?: OFOS Queer Stone femme Preferred Pronoun?: M'Lady Relationship Status: given up looking sigh Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: somewhere buried under a pile of books Posts: 197 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 285 Thanked 300 Times in 105 Posts Rep Power: 155956	Feel pathetic How lonely are you when the only conversation you get is from the librarian at the WV Library of Congress? I call her up to talk about books just to hear a friendly voice and have some articulate conversation. Hades, but this life is killing me. The highlight of my month is going to the grocery store. People here are friendly only b/c I'm handicapped. Otherwise I'd be as invisible there as I am at home. I feel like I'm beginning to lose my existence as an independent entity and exist only as a caretaker. I'm disappearing as a person and a femme... no use even signing my name. no-one truly cares who I am anymore. __________________ I'm the Yin in the Yang and the Yang in the Yin.

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