If You *REALLY* knew Me...

[Soft*Silver]

if you really knew me you would know I take out my old horse brushes sometimes and smell them and remember the last horses I used them on. I love the smell of horse...

If you really knew me you would know that I get worn down pretty quickly to off handed teasing. I am pretty sensitive to it and dont tolerate it well. And if you tell me I cant take a joke, I dont need you in my life.

Following that ...if you really knew me you would know I have learned that I dont have to take less than what I need in life, or settle for what they want to give me when they think they know better than I do. Truly. And not regret walking away at all

If you really knew me you would know that dying my silver hair was one of the hardest decisions I have had to make but was also a right decision. And it achieved its purpose. It knocked me out of my depression

If you really knew me you would know I was spirally down a very seriously dark depression and had to do something drastic. It was this or go to clown college. And CC wouldnt take the dog so I became a red head...