Your First Girl/ Woman Crush

[Tawse]

Originally Posted by Scrappy L'il Southpaw

My best friend says I went on a guy dating frenzy after that!

3 engagements, one marriage, one divorce, numerous attractions, dreams, and crushes, and 12 years later, I had my first girlfriend.

I'm sure I had crushes in high school but not something I understood or would own up too at the time or even now. It keeps my friendships in perspective. Not that I talk to any of them any longer. Except my bud...

For the record - I believe 3 engagements and one marriage prove you went on a guy dating frenzy after that lol So score one for the best friend (that being me of course)

I have no idea who my first crush was - I do know a cute perky femme named kim was the first person I messed around with - and I was about 10 or 11 at that point. But I didn't put it together then. It was just something we did - I enjoyed it. I didn't have a thought "Oh I like girls" at that point. just "I like kim and would like her all to myself thank you". We were pretty inseparable for the couple of years I lived in her neighborhood. We even had a bit of a love triangle thing going on with another butch down the street fighting for her attention as well. Yeah even at 10 she had two butches wrapped around her fingers. We pretty much did what kim wanted to do - and were into and out of friendship with each other because of it. Funny - kim is now married with kids. We reconnected via FB a couple of years back - and it's still very odd to see her name active. I wonder how she feels seeing me active on FB - knowing what we did... what we shared.