25 Things About You

[barnes]

1. my name is barnes . i got this name from my real father at age 5 becuase my mother remarried and to save me trouble adjusting at school with a dif last name than her she changed it legally to my stepfathers last name and this infuriated my real father as he was so proud to have me . he went along with it as to not cause riff with my mother but began to call me barnes from that day on !
2. my real father raised me as a boy i wasnt to cry if it was cold or hard or sad . he made me tuff as steel and i liked it . we r very close. the butcher i get the better he and i get along.
3. i am 43 and my bday is 9/11.
4. i have 2 bio girls 1 13 and the other 17 both amazing and enbrase my butchness. we r a thicker than thieves. both r bisexual lol .
5. i am an artist with a 6 year degree doubled majored with a bfa in drawing and another in painting.
6. needless to say im as visual as they come.
7. im a severe dislexic as a child i had to go to a visual learning school. i manged to graduate college with a 3.05 gpa.
8. i am an awful speller always have been . i make my own words up kinda like conceptual art thank God for internet language i fit in great.
9. i have searched for love all my life to no avail.
10. i had a spiritual experience over 19 years ago. before that i was a devout athiest.
11. i am a recovering alcoholic in aa since i was 15 with many falls from the wagon the longest stretch of sobriety was 8 years not even cough medicine did i take then !
12. i spend way too much time online and not enough time with my children.
13. i have been married 6 times. 4 men and 2 women.
14. most times i feel utterly alone.
15. i loath liars.
16. i am honest abe to a fault and because of that possibly have no manners.
17. i am the hardest worker u ever saw because of that im down in my back i get nerve blocks (they really do help). because of this i feel less than a butch . i equate butchness with hard work period.
18. i hate injustice.
19. im telepathic.
20. i love to talk on the phone and video/cam/voice chat with others.
21. as ruff and tuff as i am i cry .
22. i pray all day everyday,
23,i just recently came out of a serious relationship/marriage and i can hardly breathe at times. i feel utterly unlovable at the moment.
24. i do mission work. worked at a soup kitchen for a year. now at a clothes closet for the poor.
25. i am recently obsessed with amy winehouse.