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01-26-2012, 11:06 PM
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I ran out of cigs at noon today and just really want to quit. Right now I'm getting by on e-cigs. God knows what chemicals are in them, but at least they don't smell and don't need an ash tray.
This weekend I bought some really nice dry-clean only blazers and vests, and I don't want them smelling like old cigarettes. So even if I'm cheating with the e-cigs, at least it is breaking me away from the whole ritual of it. I think I like smoking so much partially because it's an excuse to go outside and just be. Maybe I could just burn some incense and be outside instead. Maybe with a book. I definitely like smoke and fire. <3 Best of luck to y'all. It's a freaking hard habit to kick.
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01-27-2012, 12:04 AM
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01-27-2012, 01:01 AM
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I wanted.
I probably could have killed for one. I wanted. I stood up, cut my break short, went back to work. I don't want quite so much now. |
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01-27-2012, 01:22 AM
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On day 13 of cutting down
I smoked only 3 1/2 smokes all day...I am super suprised in myself.
Will try to keep getting lower than 5-7...but today I am saying..,.IT ROCKED! aND i AM PROUD OF TODAY!
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01-27-2012, 05:20 AM
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