Love Letters

[bigbutchmistie]

Originally Posted by Princess4u

You are too kind, thank you for your sweet thoughts. I just dream, hope is no longer in my vocabulary. Sorry to say!But I do hope your fair lady finds her way to you soon.

Im glad you hope my friend. Thanks one of us has too. I dont anymore. Nor do I dream.

[Princess4u]

Originally Posted by bigbutchmistie

Im glad you hope my friend. Thanks one of us has too. I dont anymore. Nor do I dream.

Nor do I.....it has been a long time struggle trying to keep hope a float, but well surfice it to say...it no longer exists... I try to find joy in other means, but its impossible. How can you have hope for something you have never know yet feel exists and yet cant seem to find it. I am here for you and I understand all to well!!

[bigbutchmistie]

Originally Posted by Princess4u

Nor do I.....it has been a long time struggle trying to keep hope a float, but well surfice it to say...it no longer exists... I try to find joy in other means, but its impossible. How can you have hope for something you have never know yet feel exists and yet cant seem to find it. I am here for you and I understand all to well!!

I concur Exactly how I feel now. I am here for you as well my friend

[Princess4u]

Oh my Light of Joy!
I never knew your touch, nor your voice. I have waited for so long to feel you next to me holding eachother tight for loves last breath to sweep us away together for all eternity. You are so far away my love, my friend, my passion. What a life we could have had....if time would only last a bit longer my darling. For I always knew it was you, I was waiting for. And you came to give me loves last kiss. You are just as I have dreamed of so many times. Your warmth and tenderness surround me in my last moments....my wrinkled features dont distress nor deture you from our first embrace. Oh sweet love, it is just as I imagined in so many dreams throughout my life. You came, you never stopped your quest to find me sweet prince, you came for me. How can anyone be so bless for these few moments left, to be in your arms as I look up into your grey eyes and see a lifetime of happiness experienced in only minutes....you came for me. To touch your face and see your gentle smile and know...at last finally I am home inside your heart. You came for me my darling. My frail withered body laying next to you for the first and last time for here and now is all we have my love. I have dreamed of you and loved you for so long....I couldnt experience anymore joy than this moment. As my tiny hand caresses your cheek just once more...I shall whisper my undying love to you...and thank you for your undying love for me. My hand slowly slips away with the end of my whisper and breath leaved my body laying limp in your arms....thank you for coming for me. All of my love, your lil princess.

[RNguy]

( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy

[Princess4u]

Originally Posted by RNguy

( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy

Baby, that is beautiful...and now I understand...and support your dreams even more...I know hy is with you and will be by your side in spirit...as I am in life...you are my friend...I wish and pray for you to follow your heart and live this dream, if the LORD so permits....if not please dont feel downhearted...bc as you say..HE has another plan and that is never wrong...and know that perhaps your brother in life is your angel up above...and hy may want a different life for you! For hy knows the hardships of this world and can see you in a differnt place giving of yourself still and loving humanity in the same way as hy did! GOD bless you my friend..i love you!!!
Always...your princess

[Princess4u]

You kissed me....you reached over the console of your car and you kissed me....!!! Our lips meeting for the first time like raindrops meeting a leaf on a tree for the first time....you kissed me....you were sweet, yet strong and firm. Your lips dancing with mine as if we had danced this dance for an eternity before tonight......you kissed me!!!! Your tounge lightly tasting my mouth like a rich chocolate candy, wanting to savour each speck, each morsal of wet, sweet goodness. Minutes fade to hours it seems....our lips never parting.....I knew then, with the quickening of my heart and the desire which flowed through me at that moment.......I was yours for all of eternity...I love you