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PKCL0204 Join Date: Nov 2009
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I think for all of us there are things we are willing to make public and things we are not. For myself, it was a very important and hard decision to make this whole thing so public. I wanted accountability and criticism and help. I find all of these things. However, I do also find that I am receiving quite negative reactions as well. I think that if you are going to do something so managed as a daily blog about what you have eaten including pictures of it, you should be prepared for AWESOME support. However, you must also be prepared, as christie stated, for negative criticism. It is sad that our world is this way. The fact is, however, that it is this way. I will support you 100% in whatever endeavor you undertake, my dear ![]() -Candace P.S.- I realized after my second Jillian Michaels workout that the neighbors downstairs might not appreciate the "pounding." I have decided to move my workouts to the gym at my apt. At 12midnight no one is there and I can pull up Jillian on demand on the TV's in there and work it out *wink* Quote:
So, this week has been horrible for me. I have found myself in the deepest homesick depression. I have cried every day and even had a few anxiety attacks. I worked way too much and slep way too little. All in all, life happened and I let my food addiction take over again. I ate out (thai food, fried food, desserts) way too often and felt terrible and guilty which only has depressed me more. I know that slip ups happen, and I can't be too hard on myself. But, I feel like if I am having this much of a hard time only 6 weeks into this change, how can I possibly expect to keep it up consistently enough to lose the 170+ lbs I need to lose and then maintain? *sigh* Then I have defaulted to the old tricks "well, I have already sabotaged today, might as well keep eating whatever I want and start again tomorrow." Which is silly b/c I know I can "start" whenever I want. Pfftt. |
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