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It's been 2 years and 8 months and I still want one.
It seems to be worse on vacation. Kind of like since we are doing something special we should be "allowed" to smoke. Since we are away and on vacation it shouldn't "count" or something. We should be given a reprieve from the addiction part of it/hell that will ensue if I pick up again, and just enjoy the cigarette, without consequence. So odd. Magical thinking. Anyway, it happened this past week when we were away at the beach. I said to tantalizing...."lets buy cigarettes!" (she quit when I did). Of course we didn't, but.... My point is, for me it never changes. If I could "get away with it" (meaning, if smoking didn't cause health problems"), I'd be the first in line!
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07-07-2012, 10:37 AM
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HA! Way to go on not getting them...And even better, WAY TO GO ON THE HONESTY PART...smiles I so want one still that is no lie...Just is easier to say no. And I as well look at the health issues now. TIMES TO SHORT!.
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08-03-2012, 10:39 PM
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I won't be back from work untill way late tomorrow and leave at 5 am,
so I had to post tonight... I AM OFFICIALLY 1/2 A YEAR...OR...6 MONTHS...OR ..182 DAYS.. SMOKE FREE TODAY!!!! WAHOO!!!!! Keep up the good work everyone!! What an amazing feeling. 
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08-15-2012, 07:39 PM
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You as well as others have cheered me on through it all..And I am very thankful for realzzz! Sometimes it helps to have others to show up for. Or that recognize . Or simply to tell. Call me needy or emotional..but it all works for me..ha! Thanks again!
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08-21-2012, 08:30 AM
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Day seven...
and I'm a hot, twitchy mess! I didn't intend on quitting but a week ago I came back from vacation and decided not to smoke anymore. Just like that. I've managed to go seven days without the first craving and today I'm a wreck!! Actually the irritability started last night, I just didn't recognize what it was. My poor honey. He caught pure hell!
I've smoked a pack a day (give or take) for the past 10 plus years. I've been wanting to quit for some time but just haven't been serious about it. After a short visit to GA, where Camel menthol is only $3.96 per pack, I cannot bring myself to pay $9.87 per pack here in NY! Fuckers!! Oops...there's the cranky again! So for health and financial reasons, I am gonna take a stab at it!! Wish me luck and thanks for reading. Also, thanks for sharing your stories. It helps to read about your struggles/successes as well! |
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08-21-2012, 08:57 AM
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I suggest reading the thread for tips..And remember..many of us are here to help if you need any pep talks or an ear..smiles
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08-21-2012, 10:27 AM
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08-03-2012, 11:10 PM
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Besides my last post...
I also wanted to thank every one of you who have been here for me to help me. Some days I have endured, this thread truely helped and kept me from smoking. Thank you so much!!! 6 MONTHS..HOLY CRAP...CHEESY GRIN!!!
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08-04-2012, 10:52 PM
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how wonderful for you !
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For me to say great job is not quite enough LP.......I am proud of you ! And very much so proud of all the quitters in this thread ! It ain't easy fo' sure. But it is a wonderful thing !
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08-13-2012, 09:31 PM
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My smoking story...smoked for 25 years...quit in Feb of 2009 by choice. Had a heart attack June, 2009. Remained smoke free until October of 2010. Worst relationship break up of my life up to that point. Drove right to the gas station, bought smokes. Lousy excuse....here I sit...puffing away....quit for 3 days last week, was a wreck...tears...thoughts of feeling like I lost something...bought "just a pack for the weekend"...yea right...why can't I find the place in my mind where I know it's what I HAVE to do...and be ok with it....the expense is outrageous...$19.16 for 2 packs...I AM crazy...I must stop...have tried all the "helpers" nothing has worked so far...sigh...please.... I need to be strong, mind over matter...willpower...blah. Absolutely THE biggest struggle of my life right now....help.
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08-14-2012, 08:09 PM
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I smoked since I was a young teen and my story very much the same. I tried often to quit but honestly, did it in a much more non robotic method this time. I also stopped kicking my own ass...that helped incredibly! I quit using several methods together..Also some thought I was a whimp..for taking so long to finally commit. It was the only way my mind would allow me to concieve never smoking. Whimp or not, the results are in the final outcome..right? I would be happy to share my tricks if you would like. Also I suggest reading this thread from front to back. It truely may have great suggestions in it you might choose to use. Let me know in a pm if I can assist. .
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08-14-2012, 08:56 PM
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I may be late, but all things in life are possible... For those of you who have read my story, or those of you who knew my heavy smoking habit, this is my Celebration of life...
 *And it is a stepping stone for me. *It has been one year and 6 days. *It has become much easier. *Yes I still have cravings, but water or a snack has tamed the beast. *I don't blame stress as my crutch anymore. *I blame my own loss of control if it becomes out of control. *I deal with my actions one at a time now. *I don't point at others and shoot blame. *I feel more responsible and in control! *Yes, I did gain weight after quitting... BUT... I also lost it with learning how to ease my down time at the gym in stead. *I learned to do things I love to do, and not wait for any excuse to run outside and light up. *I can go outside and sit with my smoking friends and still laugh, joke and shop talk without smoking. *All the money I spent on cigarettes are now used to buy CD's or clothes that I realize I deserve after all, it's a celebration.... **I wish everyone the freedom of choice, and I need not judge or criticize. For I once was, once did, and have made my own choices in life. Good luck everyone! Learn to breath in the beauty all around you... |
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08-14-2012, 09:06 PM
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Keep it going for sure. It is amazing all that you find just from putting down the smokes huh?..lol I myself am learning to do everything new and fresh..it is bazzar but awesome to me. BTW, very well written . Keep it up everyone!!! It is way worth it!...smiles
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Believe what people show you the first time. It will keep you in balance, and will show you truth! ~*~ Author unknown ~*~ When negative thoughts come to mind, Let them die stillborn. Speak and do posotive in any situation, And watch your dreams grow and flurish. If you can't say anything posotive, Zip it up. Do not give birth to that which you do not want to see grow. See it, Believe it, Own it, Have it! ~*~ Lady Pamela ~*~ |
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 Often when we read sayings like this, we think of those we care about or for. Today my challenge for myself and you is this, Look inward with such love and praise. Show yourself just how special and WORTH IT you are! Name out loud or on paper, everything you are greatful for. Do this everyday for a couple weeks, And see the shift that happens. . .
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Believe what people show you the first time. It will keep you in balance, and will show you truth! ~*~ Author unknown ~*~ When negative thoughts come to mind, Let them die stillborn. Speak and do posotive in any situation, And watch your dreams grow and flurish. If you can't say anything posotive, Zip it up. Do not give birth to that which you do not want to see grow. See it, Believe it, Own it, Have it! ~*~ Lady Pamela ~*~ |
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Looking forward to my year mark...ha!
I will take another month please...smiles
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