Light a candle - Page 127

Tommi · 11-06-2011, 09:33 AM

Even burned bridges, can be rebuilt.

I've been spending some time away from virtual life, and in the real world with a dear Ex who was at deaths door. Years together and years ago we had an ugly breakup, and both suffered horribly, emotionally and financially. She kept me away from a child we had raised that was then 17 , for over a year. I left her for a younger woman in 1997. We were cordial over the years, my daughter Leia and I made peace and eventually Peggie and I came to a place of phone calls every now to chat about Leia ,Leia's seperation and reconciliation with hubby and always when we get pictures of the grandkids.

Sept. 18 she was dying, she was unable to breathe and called me, and simply said " Can you come by, I'd like to talk to you. I want you to have Freedom (her cat) if anything happens."

As some of you that know me personally and we have talked, it has been a journey of physical and emotional healing and hope. I rushed through 45 minutes of traffic and rushed her to the hospital that day. She spent some time in Cardiac ICU and Seven weeks later she is better, not completely better, but COPD and pulmonary hypertension are improved. Peg's son is in Oregon. Friday Leia and the family moved from Ellsworh AFB South Dakota to Wright Patterson in Ohio.

So, even when we have loved and lost and moved on, there is a time and a place that you may feel the hand of a higher power taking charge of your life. So, I have let Go and am going with the day to day flow of cosmic energy and karmic reality. I am going to watch football, then go pick her up and take her to brunch....O 2 tanks and all.

Just stopped by to say thanks for the light from ya'll.

Keep her in the light and until we can find the place where she needs to be. She can't live alone, and we sure can't live together.

Leigh · 11-06-2011, 07:53 PM

Today I am lighting a candle for, and asking for prayers for, one of My very best friends is in the hospital and is not doing so well now. 12 years ago this December she lost her then fiancee to murder; it was right around xmas in 1999 and she never had the proper chance to grieve. Now last year at the beginning of December, one of her dearest friends was found dead in her apartment and it was ruled a homicide but that was never confirmed. For years she has had a very hard time dealing with his death, and December has seen her in the hospital a few times due to very bad panic/anxiety attacks as well as self harming.

This year will be even harder for her as she deals with the one year anniversary of another friend's death, and already she is very sick. I've been texting with her current boyfriend and another mutual friend and they are very worried that she may not be strong enough to make it past the new year this time. Her body is weak and frail, she is being monitored 24/7 in the hospital by nurses and she has breathing tubes in to help her to breathe properly. I've been with her for a long time as friends; we've had our ups and downs but she has always been there for Me. We are all very worried for her and are praying as hard as we can - so far she is stable but you never know when things might go awry.

Any and all prayers would be greatly appreciated

sarahwho · 11-06-2011, 09:45 PM

I will pray for her!

nycfem · 11-07-2011, 08:12 PM

Lighting a candle for Claybaby for her procedure tomorrow.

Physically alone... spiritually in our hearts.

Warm light to you, dear friend,
Jennifer

Spirit Dancer · 11-08-2011, 03:10 PM

For Clay with positive thoughts
For Tommi and Peg
Pashi
Jenn
Blade
Gramma D
For my Son

Spirit Dancer · 11-08-2011, 03:27 PM

Through harshness and tears
swords that cut, till the end
the circle never ends.
Unwavering heart and soul.

Miss Scarlett · 11-08-2011, 10:48 PM

For my friend Claudette whose sister passed away tonight...

*Anya* · 11-08-2011, 11:46 PM

For you,

you know who you are.

My prayers and thoughts are with you. I hope it will all turn out all right.

miss entycing · 11-09-2011, 07:46 AM

faith. love. light. strength. hope. belief.
my candles remain bright for the wisdom and grace for continued realization, and pursuit of all the above.
brightest blessings my friends.

Tommi · 11-11-2011, 10:22 AM

For my friend Milana, who passed away very suddenly yesterday, after 16 months of being sick. For Oscar and Elizabeth her kitty kats who will get a new Mom.

Spirit Dancer · 11-12-2011, 10:48 AM

For Milana

For Tommi

For Clay

Turtle · 11-12-2011, 10:48 PM

LOVE, in it's oh so many forms, makes the world go 'round...Blessed Be

chai~ · 11-12-2011, 11:05 PM

I use this site often! Love it!

greeneyedgrrl · 11-13-2011, 09:56 PM

May I be free from fear. May I be free from suffering.
May I be happy. May I be filled with loving kindness.
May she be free from fear. May she be free from suffering.
May she be happy. May she be filled with loving kindness.
May all people everywhere be happy and filled with loving kindness.

Turtle · 11-13-2011, 10:27 PM

Goodness Gracious, it was a beautiful day today, Thank You.

My we be open to the many, sometimes unusual, ways healing comes to us...ashe

Spirit Dancer · 11-14-2011, 08:50 AM

For
Turtle
Pashi
Tommi
Wolfy
Clay
Lady Pamela
Greeneyedgirl
ES
LS

greeneyedgrrl · 11-15-2011, 12:57 AM

May the people of OWS be free from fear.
May the people of OWS be free from suffering.
May the people of OWS be happy.
May the people of OWS be peaceful.
May the people of OWS be filled with loving kindness.
May the NYPD officers be free from fear.
May the NYPD officers be free from suffering.
May the NYPD officers be happy.
May the NYPD officers be peaceful.
May NYPD be filled with loving kindness.
May all people everywhere be happy and filled with loving kindness.

SoNotHer · 11-15-2011, 01:51 AM

May the dream of empathetic interconnection become reality.

Turtle · 11-16-2011, 11:31 PM

Thank you for beauty, healing, and wholeness - May We Feel Your Many Blessings Deep In Our Hearts - Ashe

JAGG · 11-17-2011, 08:25 PM

Tonight I light a candle for my friend Stephanie. That everything works out in her favor on Monday. And she can find peace and a sense of calm until then. And know her friends are behind her 1000 percent.

11-06-2011, 09:33 AM	#2521
Tommi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Usually "Hello" Relationship Status: Married and Bound to Tommi's kaijira (Ts_kaijira ) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Suthun.... California that is. Across the ridge from Laguna Beach. Posts: 8,151 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,621 Thanked 21,335 Times in 5,969 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	A Love Story Of Healing Even burned bridges, can be rebuilt. I've been spending some time away from virtual life, and in the real world with a dear Ex who was at deaths door. Years together and years ago we had an ugly breakup, and both suffered horribly, emotionally and financially. She kept me away from a child we had raised that was then 17 , for over a year. I left her for a younger woman in 1997. We were cordial over the years, my daughter Leia and I made peace and eventually Peggie and I came to a place of phone calls every now to chat about Leia ,Leia's seperation and reconciliation with hubby and always when we get pictures of the grandkids. Sept. 18 she was dying, she was unable to breathe and called me, and simply said " Can you come by, I'd like to talk to you. I want you to have Freedom (her cat) if anything happens." As some of you that know me personally and we have talked, it has been a journey of physical and emotional healing and hope. I rushed through 45 minutes of traffic and rushed her to the hospital that day. She spent some time in Cardiac ICU and Seven weeks later she is better, not completely better, but COPD and pulmonary hypertension are improved. Peg's son is in Oregon. Friday Leia and the family moved from Ellsworh AFB South Dakota to Wright Patterson in Ohio. So, even when we have loved and lost and moved on, there is a time and a place that you may feel the hand of a higher power taking charge of your life. So, I have let Go and am going with the day to day flow of cosmic energy and karmic reality. I am going to watch football, then go pick her up and take her to brunch....O 2 tanks and all. Just stopped by to say thanks for the light from ya'll. Keep her in the light and until we can find the place where she needs to be. She can't live alone, and we sure can't live together.

11-06-2011, 07:53 PM	#2522
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Today I am lighting a candle for, and asking for prayers for, one of My very best friends is in the hospital and is not doing so well now. 12 years ago this December she lost her then fiancee to murder; it was right around xmas in 1999 and she never had the proper chance to grieve. Now last year at the beginning of December, one of her dearest friends was found dead in her apartment and it was ruled a homicide but that was never confirmed. For years she has had a very hard time dealing with his death, and December has seen her in the hospital a few times due to very bad panic/anxiety attacks as well as self harming. This year will be even harder for her as she deals with the one year anniversary of another friend's death, and already she is very sick. I've been texting with her current boyfriend and another mutual friend and they are very worried that she may not be strong enough to make it past the new year this time. Her body is weak and frail, she is being monitored 24/7 in the hospital by nurses and she has breathing tubes in to help her to breathe properly. I've been with her for a long time as friends; we've had our ups and downs but she has always been there for Me. We are all very worried for her and are praying as hard as we can - so far she is stable but you never know when things might go awry. Any and all prayers would be greatly appreciated __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

11-06-2011, 09:45 PM	#2523
sarahwho Member How Do You Identify?: lonely femme.... Preferred Pronoun?: her/she Relationship Status: single - I quit Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: Ohio Posts: 232 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 80 Thanked 154 Times in 71 Posts Rep Power: 2722345	I will pray for her! __________________ You will find a girl prettier than me, smarter than me, and funnier than me, but you will never find a girl just like me.

11-08-2011, 03:10 PM	#2525
Spirit Dancer Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Complex but Tender Preferred Pronoun?: ~Ma`am~ Relationship Status: Shotgun Rider Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Following the red road Posts: 4,519 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,304 Thanked 12,942 Times in 3,467 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	For Clay with positive thoughts For Tommi and Peg Pashi Jenn Blade Gramma D For my Son __________________ “For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” Judy Garland

11-08-2011, 03:27 PM	#2526
Spirit Dancer Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Complex but Tender Preferred Pronoun?: ~Ma`am~ Relationship Status: Shotgun Rider Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Following the red road Posts: 4,519 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,304 Thanked 12,942 Times in 3,467 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	For You Through harshness and tears swords that cut, till the end the circle never ends. Unwavering heart and soul. __________________ “For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” Judy Garland

11-07-2011, 08:12 PM	#2524
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11-08-2011, 10:48 PM	#2527
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11-08-2011, 11:46 PM	#2528
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11-09-2011, 07:46 AM	#2529
miss entycing Senior Member How Do You Identify?: dangerous, but worth the risk. Preferred Pronoun?: just be nice.. it's that easy. Relationship Status: CapitalM's carved upon my skin. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: on the southern edge of sanity, under a carolina moon. Posts: 3,276 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,341 Thanked 8,263 Times in 2,254 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	from a quiet voice that always remains. faith. love. light. strength. hope. belief. my candles remain bright for the wisdom and grace for continued realization, and pursuit of all the above. brightest blessings my friends. __________________ True strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate their life, through devotion, to something beyond themselves. Whenever someone awakens fully, it affects human consciousness at a collective level. It is like dropping a stone into a dark murky pond. Ripples of light... Not one word need be spoken.

11-11-2011, 10:22 AM	#2530
Tommi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Usually "Hello" Relationship Status: Married and Bound to Tommi's kaijira (Ts_kaijira ) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Suthun.... California that is. Across the ridge from Laguna Beach. Posts: 8,151 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,621 Thanked 21,335 Times in 5,969 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	Away For my friend Milana, who passed away very suddenly yesterday, after 16 months of being sick. For Oscar and Elizabeth her kitty kats who will get a new Mom.

11-12-2011, 10:48 AM	#2531
Spirit Dancer Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Complex but Tender Preferred Pronoun?: ~Ma`am~ Relationship Status: Shotgun Rider Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Following the red road Posts: 4,519 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,304 Thanked 12,942 Times in 3,467 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	For Milana For Tommi For Clay __________________ “For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” Judy Garland

11-12-2011, 10:48 PM	#2532
Turtle Senior Member How Do You Identify?: A mixity Preferred Pronoun?: whatever Relationship Status: chillin Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: in a really really cute little place Posts: 2,144 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,442 Thanked 4,531 Times in 1,222 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	LOVE, in it's oh so many forms, makes the world go 'round...Blessed Be

11-12-2011, 11:05 PM	#2533
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11-13-2011, 09:56 PM	#2534
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11-13-2011, 10:27 PM	#2535
Turtle Senior Member How Do You Identify?: A mixity Preferred Pronoun?: whatever Relationship Status: chillin Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: in a really really cute little place Posts: 2,144 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,442 Thanked 4,531 Times in 1,222 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Goodness Gracious, it was a beautiful day today, Thank You. My we be open to the many, sometimes unusual, ways healing comes to us...ashe

11-14-2011, 08:50 AM	#2536
Spirit Dancer Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Complex but Tender Preferred Pronoun?: ~Ma`am~ Relationship Status: Shotgun Rider Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Following the red road Posts: 4,519 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,304 Thanked 12,942 Times in 3,467 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	For Turtle Pashi Tommi Wolfy Clay Lady Pamela Greeneyedgirl ES LS __________________ “For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” Judy Garland

11-15-2011, 12:57 AM	#2537
greeneyedgrrl Member How Do You Identify?: femme/queer Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Join Date: May 2011 Location: cali Posts: 1,484 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,932 Thanked 3,266 Times in 835 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	May the people of OWS be free from fear. May the people of OWS be free from suffering. May the people of OWS be happy. May the people of OWS be peaceful. May the people of OWS be filled with loving kindness. May the NYPD officers be free from fear. May the NYPD officers be free from suffering. May the NYPD officers be happy. May the NYPD officers be peaceful. May NYPD be filled with loving kindness. May all people everywhere be happy and filled with loving kindness.

11-15-2011, 01:51 AM	#2538
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11-16-2011, 11:31 PM	#2539
Turtle Senior Member How Do You Identify?: A mixity Preferred Pronoun?: whatever Relationship Status: chillin Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: in a really really cute little place Posts: 2,144 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,442 Thanked 4,531 Times in 1,222 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Thank you for beauty, healing, and wholeness - May We Feel Your Many Blessings Deep In Our Hearts - Ashe

11-17-2011, 08:25 PM	#2540
JAGG Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: JAGG Relationship Status: =) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Tulsa (cat free zone) Posts: 6,093 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,651 Thanked 17,534 Times in 4,137 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	Tonight I light a candle for my friend Stephanie. That everything works out in her favor on Monday. And she can find peace and a sense of calm until then. And know her friends are behind her 1000 percent. __________________ I don't want to spend my life with someone I can live with, I want to spend my life with someone I can't live without.