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Old 01-12-2012, 09:39 AM   #2621
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Old 01-12-2012, 09:48 AM   #2622
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for my ma... who has an appointment with the oncologist today to schedule surgery.

for strength, healing and hope.

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tho mostly quiet now, candles still light my way and burn endlessly in my heart and soul-
for faith to keep believing that it will be ok,
for hope found in good results,
for finding continued beauty thru disease,
for strength to face more doctors,
for belief in a long, beautiful life,
for grace to shed tears without shame,
for wisdom to accept and follow concerns and advice,
for continued laughter thru tears,
for courage to those who love me and worry for me,
and for love.... to keep me standing.
my candles flicker.

brightest blessings my friends, always and in all ways... know that i care.

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I would like to light a candle for a very dear friend of mine, who is experiencing some unknown health issues. Her red blood cell counts are abnormally low. She has been told that the average life span of a red blood cell is 120 days - hers are living 2. I pray that it is nothing serious and that a treatment is available once they find a diagnosis. She has an appointment tomorrow and is very scared. I offered to go with her but she is taking her partner if he is feeling up to it. I would like to hold her in my prayers and ask that others please do as well. Also on her mind is the illness of her partner. He has been having problems with his prostate and actually had to be catheterized and cannot get into a physician until Tuesday. This couple truly means so much to me and I hope that they may come through it with good treatment, support and love.

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Lighting candles for that wish to come true for them! The Universe holds many awesome miracles..and this is one that needs to happen..I am lighting candles and sending out that positive energy for this to happen ASAP!
Hold on to that dream and BELIEVE!! It WILL happen!!!
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We all ask for it but few get it,
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For FW and JW in their time of change and uncertainty. May they hold each other close and know they have angels. They are safe, warm and loved.
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I will stand watch over you..and hold you close...be not afraid...I am with you...in the dark of night...the light of day.....holding you close..and always by your hand...you have touched me...deeply!
YOU will face this...win this battle...you HAVE to! Let me take your hand now and walk with you...may peace and calmness come your way...sending energy for healing and white light for strength and peace, my sweet friend!!!
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im lighting a candle in memorium...of those people whos stories ive recently discovered....lighting a candle for everyone who has suffered.....and passed on.....and those who have survived...and grown stronger.....
im lighting a candle in hope of a better world....for healing....for positive change....for love...acceptance....and compassion
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I have been up all night with a very dear friend of mine.
The landlord of the house she moved into 6 weeks ago called her tonight. He lives in Argentina. Except when visiting here.
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He began to tell her: who was the man who just came to your door and what did he give you?
She said, it is my books and how did you know someone was at my door? No answer
Then he went on to tell her personal conversations within the house.
That her daughter puts on make up before she leaves, and why is she still sitting at the computer instead of being in bed.
Also that her daughter was laying on the couch right now.
Amoungst many other things.

well she thought she was loosing it and paranoid..I got her out of the house..called the cops..and this is but 1 of 4 cameras and mics they have found so far.


My request is for healing, calm emtions and for her to pass through this easilly. And to feel protected.

I have endured the same in past amounst other things and this is a horrible thing to heal from.

She will be moving out tomorrow and charges are being pressed on many difrent types of things.

There is a locked room that all the wires they found go into. A warrant will be issued tomorrow to go into the room and visually see the equipment that the wires are connected to.

Thank you so very much for your assistance.

This has us all very shaken..and brought back horrible memories to me as well.
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For the days and nights ahead where she becomes more and more lost. Seeing her wonder and wander. Hearing her labored breathing as she sleeps on the couch, not wanting to be alone in her bedroom. Estranged for many years, it is strange to be in a house I co-own and hear her labored breathing and see her fragile frail being sleeping feet away. She told me recently that even though I quit claimed the house to her in 2000, she never filed the papers. Another shock.

Last night was too close a call. She was too disoriented to figure out how to hook up to her emergency oxygen tank. I lost my cell phone last week, and am waiting on a replacement. It took me 45 minutes in traffic to get here, all the while thinking I should have called the paramedics. I think she overfilled the humidifier on the electric air concentrator (it was put on the night before and she told me she filled the bottle) ****and her lungs got waterlogged, then by the time she called, she couldn't figure out how to get to the portable oxygen Tank, and turn it on. Over the phone, she was panting, I could hear the oxygen tanks clanging and air hissing, and she not answering until I yelled Peggie ....Hardly breathing she got out the wrong nasal cannula that didn't fit the E Tank, took the connector and tried hooking it into the port on the tank...Finally, as calmly as I could, I just said, connect any tube to the 4 foot tank and stick the tube in your nose. She did and the panic subsided. We were able to focus on getting her hooked to the large emergency tank that had 4 hours on it. Over the phone, We sat for a few mintues of quiet breathing and no talking. giving me time to get there across gridlocked Orange County.

It's 5 AM and she is sleeping peacefully on the couch. I slept in the recliner nearby. This has been repeated many nights since Sept 19, when she called and I rushed her to the ER.

I am attending a Legal and Lifetime Workshop this afternoon at the Alzheimer's Association. She wants me to be Power of Attorney, and make sure she doesn't go to bad places.

My Ex of 21 years isn't losing her mind, she is losing her memory and as we taled about it we wept. I need to know what lies ahead, I guess, I really do know.

For Peggie and Freedom her cat, who watches over her...and for wisdom for me, as to what and when to do what needs to be done. For her children that don't get, or maybe do not want to get the message that Mom and their Gramma is seriously ill, and may never get better.

Please , Send her angels, light and love ...
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