What made you sad today... - Page 22

girl_dee · 04-07-2012, 05:49 PM

Mr Grubby the sickly lab having to be put down, that really sucked.Just glad he isn't feeling sick anymore...

firegal · 04-07-2012, 06:19 PM

My lil sisters gf telling me my sis isnt eating much...shes so fragile

Viola · 04-07-2012, 06:25 PM

Extremely sad hearing your sister isn't eating and so fragile. I'm so sad hearing about her...

Your sister is going through so much... My heart feels...

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Originally Posted by firegal

My lil sisters gf telling me my sis isnt eating much...shes so fragile

sylvie · 05-10-2012, 10:03 PM

- my grandmother is getting weaker, and the cancer is so aggressive..
At her age, she amazes me with her strength.. But accepting i am losing her is increasingly difficult... Her lungs are in need of being drained again, and it's so painful for her.. i wish i could take that pain for her, just so she wouldn't have to feel it at all.

- A gal i work with (but recently retired) is a diabetic and has been through hell & back the last couple of years.. Starting with having a toe removed, almost needing her foot removed, and constant blockages.. She went in MOnday for yet another surgery, and we found out she had a stroke.

- the loss of a good man, Ricky & saying goodbye to him this week.. The loss of some very dear residents at the Nursing Home i work at..

Leigh · 05-10-2012, 10:11 PM

Having my emotions played with by someone I know in real life - tired of being made to feel like I just dont matter

Kenna · 06-03-2012, 11:09 PM

While sorting through a few things today, I found bed covers that made me sad when I said "might as well toss them out, I'll never get to use them again." ... how my life has changed and been impacted by certain hard-to-cope with things as well as how my body has changed with disability has made me have no desire at all to ever need those bed covers again.

WingsOnFire · 06-04-2012, 12:06 AM

not being able to have a good quiet time with DamonK before bed. We still don't have a bed and going to bed alone makes me sad.

Miss Scarlett · 06-04-2012, 04:26 AM

Waking up alone...can't wait to get back home...

always2late · 06-19-2012, 11:10 PM

We were outside grilling dinner earlier this evening, and I heard a commotion by the back fence. The dogs were racing around one of the bushes and two jays were dive-bombing them. I saw something flutter from the bush to the grass below, and realized that the dogs were after something. I ran across the yard and chased the dogs away...and found three little fledgling jays in the grass. They must have fallen from the pine tree overhanging the yard. I picked up two of them, calling for GHD to help me, and cradled them against my chest. They were so little and I could feel their tiny hearts beating so fast! We managed to save two of them, but the third did not make it. He was alive when GHD picked him up, but then he just closed his eyes and was gone, the stress must have been too much. I feel so awful. I held the little jay in my hands, his tiny, soft body still warm, and cried. I'm thankful that we were able to save the two..but brokenhearted about the third.

MaggieBluIze · 07-21-2012, 08:32 AM

This was going to be our Anniversary weekend ...
Sad, because it's now just the Anniversary of when we met,
Not of how long we have been together ...
My

is sad because she doesn't even remember ...
It was never a date to stick in her head.

I'm sad because I miss her.

grenade · 07-21-2012, 08:52 AM

My best friend moved four hours away. Yesterday was her last day at work. It was so emotional. My eyes are still swollen from crying. This has been as tough as any breakup... I laid crying last night listening to 'our' songs. Just knowing she isnt near leaves me nauseous.

Glenn · 07-22-2012, 10:08 AM

My Most Beloved and Devoted Fur-Daughter Martha, who is 20+, is getting ready to do "The Death Walk"

LoyalWolfsBlade · 07-22-2012, 06:20 PM

The change of relationships.

Thinking about my best friend Lisa of 23 years who happened to be an ex of a 12 year relationship. How she ended our friendship on July 3, 2012, all because her girlfriend is insecure and jealous. I miss her sending me a text or calling me just because and our sharing secrets with each other like only bf can.

The decision me and my girl came to or is still coming to. That life just is not fair sometimes and though no one fault our status has changed. Not really sure what that all means right now except that the change makes me sad.

That I am finally starting to accept that my bio-family only wants me around on their terms. Will only be there if I do things their way on their time. I miss my younger sister calling and telling me to "fix it" whatever it is...and she is in her 40's and still used to come to me with this until recently.

Just a little sad today but hey the sun will rise again tomorrow.

Jett · 07-22-2012, 06:52 PM

My cat of almost 15 years passed away today... R.I.P. Clovis my buddy

sylvie · 07-22-2012, 07:59 PM

Hearing from my father and realizing that he is back in the alcohol again.
This really, really saddens me, and i worry about him and his health.
i am dealing with it much differently this time though, shows the growth within me, that which is much healthier for me mentally & emotionally.

It's his addiction. i can love him, and worry about him. But i can't change him.
i hope, hope, hope that he finds his path to recovery..And if he needs my help, he'll have it 110%. Until then, i cannot take this on.. It triggers me, and it's not healthy for me...i recognize this and acknowledge it..

Soft*Silver · 07-22-2012, 08:21 PM

a friend of mine, her son died suddenly. He was an adult. She is a decade older than me. But it matters not. She is shattered as a mother for losing her child. I am going to the remembrance circle Friday. This woman has lost so much in her life. But this, this is too much to bear.

I do not want to see her eyes. I know what they will look like.

MaggieBluIze · 07-29-2012, 07:39 AM

My little 6 month old grand-daughter ((((Aimee)))) being sick.
She in the hospital right now ... Has a fever that is spiking up to 103.
She can't keep food down and they have an IV in her tiny little hand.
This makes me very sad.

Nana loves you sweet baby girl ...
I know it doesn't feel like it, but you'll be better soon.

Miss Scarlett · 07-30-2012, 04:26 AM

Waking up alone...missing my Beloved so much...

clay · 07-30-2012, 09:13 AM

the emptiness....after she has visited and left....

nhplowboi · 07-30-2012, 05:38 PM

Hearing my girl cry after her goats were rehomed. I love her and those &*^)%&$^# goats but I think those goats will be just fine. They are nearby and in a home that has plenty to offer. Trust me honey.

04-07-2012, 06:19 PM	#422
firegal Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Don't let the gal part of my screen name fool ya I,m ALL butch! Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: Tacoma,Washington Posts: 2,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,853 Thanked 11,706 Times in 2,469 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	... My lil sisters gf telling me my sis isnt eating much...shes so fragile

05-10-2012, 10:03 PM	#424
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	- my grandmother is getting weaker, and the cancer is so aggressive.. At her age, she amazes me with her strength.. But accepting i am losing her is increasingly difficult... Her lungs are in need of being drained again, and it's so painful for her.. i wish i could take that pain for her, just so she wouldn't have to feel it at all. - A gal i work with (but recently retired) is a diabetic and has been through hell & back the last couple of years.. Starting with having a toe removed, almost needing her foot removed, and constant blockages.. She went in MOnday for yet another surgery, and we found out she had a stroke. - the loss of a good man, Ricky & saying goodbye to him this week.. The loss of some very dear residents at the Nursing Home i work at.. __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

06-03-2012, 11:09 PM	#426
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	reflection on how my life has changed over the last few years.... While sorting through a few things today, I found bed covers that made me sad when I said "might as well toss them out, I'll never get to use them again." ... how my life has changed and been impacted by certain hard-to-cope with things as well as how my body has changed with disability has made me have no desire at all to ever need those bed covers again.

06-04-2012, 12:06 AM	#427
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06-19-2012, 11:10 PM	#429
always2late Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: m'lady Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NJ Posts: 2,000 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,834 Thanked 6,231 Times in 1,462 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	We were outside grilling dinner earlier this evening, and I heard a commotion by the back fence. The dogs were racing around one of the bushes and two jays were dive-bombing them. I saw something flutter from the bush to the grass below, and realized that the dogs were after something. I ran across the yard and chased the dogs away...and found three little fledgling jays in the grass. They must have fallen from the pine tree overhanging the yard. I picked up two of them, calling for GHD to help me, and cradled them against my chest. They were so little and I could feel their tiny hearts beating so fast! We managed to save two of them, but the third did not make it. He was alive when GHD picked him up, but then he just closed his eyes and was gone, the stress must have been too much. I feel so awful. I held the little jay in my hands, his tiny, soft body still warm, and cried. I'm thankful that we were able to save the two..but brokenhearted about the third. __________________ Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field. I'll meet you there ~ Rumi

04-07-2012, 05:49 PM	#421
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05-10-2012, 10:11 PM	#425
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Having my emotions played with by someone I know in real life - tired of being made to feel like I just dont matter

06-04-2012, 04:26 AM	#428
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Waking up alone...can't wait to get back home...

07-21-2012, 08:32 AM	#430
MaggieBluIze Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Feisty Kick Butt Bratty Babygirl Femme LOL Preferred Pronoun?: Something Sweet Please =) Relationship Status: My rainbow bubble holds love, happiness and life with my sweet Husbutch Daddy Bass! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Austin TX Baby!!! Posts: 2,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,912 Thanked 5,385 Times in 1,504 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Sad weekend ... This was going to be our Anniversary weekend ... Sad, because it's now just the Anniversary of when we met, Not of how long we have been together ... My is sad because she doesn't even remember ... It was never a date to stick in her head. I'm sad because I miss her. __________________ s her sweet Daddy Bass ~~http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a1...ion/maggie.jpg

07-21-2012, 08:52 AM	#431
grenade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Full Flavor Femme Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Midwest Posts: 2,929 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,925 Thanked 8,058 Times in 2,121 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	sad too. My best friend moved four hours away. Yesterday was her last day at work. It was so emotional. My eyes are still swollen from crying. This has been as tough as any breakup... I laid crying last night listening to 'our' songs. Just knowing she isnt near leaves me nauseous.

07-22-2012, 10:08 AM	#432
Glenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Dear ol butch bones. Preferred Pronoun?: Old G Relationship Status: Too old to play. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: :rolleyes: Posts: 1,547 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,601 Thanked 3,729 Times in 1,095 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	My Most Beloved and Devoted Fur-Daughter Martha, who is 20+, is getting ready to do "The Death Walk"

07-22-2012, 06:20 PM	#433
LoyalWolfsBlade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones plz Relationship Status: Single but haven't given up on finding the One Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: I gaze upon the same moon as you do Posts: 3,827 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,214 Thanked 9,646 Times in 3,123 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	The change of relationships. Thinking about my best friend Lisa of 23 years who happened to be an ex of a 12 year relationship. How she ended our friendship on July 3, 2012, all because her girlfriend is insecure and jealous. I miss her sending me a text or calling me just because and our sharing secrets with each other like only bf can. The decision me and my girl came to or is still coming to. That life just is not fair sometimes and though no one fault our status has changed. Not really sure what that all means right now except that the change makes me sad. That I am finally starting to accept that my bio-family only wants me around on their terms. Will only be there if I do things their way on their time. I miss my younger sister calling and telling me to "fix it" whatever it is...and she is in her 40's and still used to come to me with this until recently. Just a little sad today but hey the sun will rise again tomorrow.

07-22-2012, 06:52 PM	#434
Jett Member How Do You Identify?: Hardcore bullheaded grown-ass Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: she loves my shaggy hair Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The backroom of a night cafe plotting world domination Posts: 1,028 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,054 Thanked 3,299 Times in 568 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	My cat of almost 15 years passed away today... R.I.P. Clovis my buddy __________________ .......... In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer. ~Albert Camus

07-22-2012, 07:59 PM	#435
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Hearing from my father and realizing that he is back in the alcohol again. This really, really saddens me, and i worry about him and his health. i am dealing with it much differently this time though, shows the growth within me, that which is much healthier for me mentally & emotionally. It's his addiction. i can love him, and worry about him. But i can't change him. i hope, hope, hope that he finds his path to recovery..And if he needs my help, he'll have it 110%. Until then, i cannot take this on.. It triggers me, and it's not healthy for me...i recognize this and acknowledge it.. __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

07-22-2012, 08:21 PM	#436
SoftSilver Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: rose cottage Posts: 5,592 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,948 Thanked 15,908 Times in 4,062 Posts Rep Power*: 21474857	a friend of mine, her son died suddenly. He was an adult. She is a decade older than me. But it matters not. She is shattered as a mother for losing her child. I am going to the remembrance circle Friday. This woman has lost so much in her life. But this, this is too much to bear. I do not want to see her eyes. I know what they will look like. __________________ Pole bachit, a lis chuye. The field sees, the forest hears

07-29-2012, 07:39 AM	#437
MaggieBluIze Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Feisty Kick Butt Bratty Babygirl Femme LOL Preferred Pronoun?: Something Sweet Please =) Relationship Status: My rainbow bubble holds love, happiness and life with my sweet Husbutch Daddy Bass! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Austin TX Baby!!! Posts: 2,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,912 Thanked 5,385 Times in 1,504 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	My little 6 month old grand-daughter ((((Aimee)))) being sick. She in the hospital right now ... Has a fever that is spiking up to 103. She can't keep food down and they have an IV in her tiny little hand. This makes me very sad. Nana loves you sweet baby girl ... I know it doesn't feel like it, but you'll be better soon. __________________ s her sweet Daddy Bass ~~http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a1...ion/maggie.jpg

07-30-2012, 04:26 AM	#438
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Waking up alone...missing my Beloved so much...

07-30-2012, 09:13 AM	#439
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07-30-2012, 05:38 PM	#440
nhplowboi Member How Do You Identify?: FTM Preferred Pronoun?: male pronouns Relationship Status: Divorcee Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: New Hampshire Posts: 999 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,327 Thanked 3,886 Times in 825 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Hearing my girl cry after her goats were rehomed. I love her and those &*^)%&$^# goats but I think those goats will be just fine. They are nearby and in a home that has plenty to offer. Trust me honey.