What is on your mind

[asphaltcowboi]

listening to the breeze blowing the japanese wind chimes.. remembering "mom" brought those home from a vacation.. letting my mind relax an wander all over. praying my family has a safe ride down here for bike week. thinking im a week away from the 3rd aniversary of my ex passing.. wow i never though i could live alone this long. never though i would still be feeling it. wondering if the woman ive never met could be the next one for me maybe im making a mistake by not talking with her. thinkin i was lucky the doc gave me my injections in my back today(he usually only will on thru) so ill be able to ride this week. lol my mind is all over the place this eve.. does that mean it will be empty tomorrow?
ha ha duno!

[Just_G]

I am getting back to what I used to do...thinking good, positive thoughts, and looking forward, not back. It is time for my life to keep moving on a positive path....I want to be successful, I want to be kind, I want to be loving, I want to make people smile, and I want my heart to be happy.

My heart is very happy..it is my mind that is so busy trying to avoid that left at the fork in the road...I must stay positive, I will continue to tell myself every day that I am on the right path, and no one or no thing will deter me.

My life is good. I am thankful.

[starryeyes]

The yummy smells coming from the kitchen!!! Thanks Breathless!! :-D

[JoSchmooze]

It hit 101* here in Tucson yesterday.....and I thought of this from 15 years ago......

Go Where It's Warm

Ask yourself
what are you really
getting
out of your behavior
are you full
or are you empty
trying to empty others
I did not know a kind person
from cruel
long ago
so I asked my friend
how do I know
where to go
who's nice
who will treat me
right
go where it's warm
she told me
I had to stop asking
why they were mean
distant cold shitty
and start asking
why am I here
what am I getting out of this
no one is a victim
everyone's a volunteer
it may take a moment to
figure out how
to dodge the bullet
but so long as you're trying
you ain't a victim
if I bang my head on a brick wall
five times
and get five lumps
why am I surprised if I
bang it a sixth time
and get a sixth lump
insanity
doing the same things over and over
expecting different results
they may not treat you as you deserve
are you making the choices
you desesrve
that's where
backbone and spine come in
I took her advice
went to where it's warm
started holding myself responsible
for where I found
myself
my life
if you have to wonder if you are loved,
it's too cold
if you have to sit in darkness too long,
it's too cold
if you are hurt, more than you are nurtured,
it's too cold
if you don't feel whole full secure
it's too cold
go where it's warm.

[Leigh]

Got alot on my mind right now, but all good

[Kenna]

I was sleeping so sound... now wide awake before alarm is due to go off... the thoughts on my mind are less overwhelming today, especially since a bank deposit has been made. ... I'm thinking how good it will feel to get home to my Peaceful Pond Cottage for a three day weekend and to meditate on my "fork in the road". ..things might feel overwhelming at times, but I must remind myself of just how much more positive things are than a couple years ago... thanks G, for reminding me to step back and be thankful for the positive.

[Tommi]

Knowing the lawn needs a haircut, and so do I~

, the roses big and beautiful, cut and arranged for a shut in, the kitten asleep on my foot, and knowing that I can do this, one day at a time.

[bright_arrow]

We should be closing on our house VERY soon now..
Our wedding is in 32 days....
Excited to see what our chaplain comes up with for the ceremony

Just sometimes it still surprises me... my sister texted me earlier "Dude...You're getting married in a month!"

Hell to the yeah I am

Now what the hell will I post about after we have purchased the house and gotten married? Egads.....

[Gemme]

I should be sleeping.

[Kenna]

The hotel ...so far away from home... feels so cold and sterile tonight ...not a comfy luxury welcoming familiar feeling ... with working so hard and spending so much time on the highway, how can I bring a bit of that home comfort with me? All wrapped up in my warm, fuzzy bathrobe missing my puppies and my own bed... the sounds of the country as I walk outside barefoot under the crisp clear sky... the comfort of my own surroundings and home, familiar sounds, feelings and sensory inputs .... .being free to walk about as I please without disturbing my neighbors ... I need to find temporary housing here, but am very hesitate to give up my farm house because of how safe and comfortable it is... good thing the airplanes aren't too noisy tonight and there's no rowdy neighbors slamming doors..

[girl_dee]

That i can never sleep when She is out on a call, especially a fire call.

[puddin']

[VintageFemme]

remind me to clean up. tomorrow.
today, we're dancing.

[Breezy]

One more time or no more chances? This is the question that begs, no demands an answer.

[bigbutchmistie]

How sometimes love is never enough. And how royally it sux when that happens

[spritzerJ]

that the sappiness of the last few months has really started to take hold in my live. When one reads a biography about Karl and Jenny Marx and starts to go ahhhh how wonderful you know sappy has gotten you bad.
and yes a giant book on the Marx's is what one checks out when the sprout rushes the book selection time at the library.

[bright_arrow]

Originally Posted by Cajun_dee

That i can never sleep when She is out on a call, especially a fire call.

Your rep: Funny lady! Perhaps!

I know the feeling, when Bard gets a call at work

[StoneOne]

cold can bring to mind and how my brain hid the off switch.....

[Hollylane]

How proud I am of her. She works so hard, putting in so many hours with her new promotion. I know she is looking forward to our vacation, and deserves it, completely. By the time she reads this (she is working hard at this very moment), we will only have 23 days left until we meet in VB.

[StoneOne]

and what it can change
what it can bring
how at times it can slow as if waiting for just the right moment
or speed up to show you just how precious it is
or stand still giving you the glimpse of what has always been right there......