What made you sad today... - Page 4

Slave to the Buffet · 03-26-2010, 12:20 AM

Knowing I may be loosing the woman I was to marry.

Gemme · 03-26-2010, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by June

I am listening to Rumors while I work and it is making me flashback badly enough I may need to be cuddled.

Say it ain't so!

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Originally Posted by Diva

The trans student, Juin Baize, who tried to attend the same school as Constance McMillen (the lesbian who tried to bring her gf to the prom, remember?), but was suspended before the day was out because she was dressed in girls' clothing. There was a group of girls who dressed as boys (in solidarity), the next time she tried to attend school.....the principal suspended Juin, but not the girls......

Dear God. What is going ON!?!?!?!

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Originally Posted by EzeeTiger

Geezus. What a horrible place to go to school and probably live.

I was born there. I'm not sure what they says about me or the state, but it is what it is.

MsTinkerbelly · 03-26-2010, 08:02 AM

I'm going to sound ungrateful (lucky to have a job), but getting up for work at 5:15 made me sad...I really miss my Fridays off of work.

owen4u1904 · 03-26-2010, 08:13 PM

I have posted this week something I needed to get off my chest and just talk. I got my 3rd tattoo today, it is a treble clef in the middle of a star with little stars round it. I love music, music is what gets me through life and I put it on my foot because music helps me walk and get there with my feelings. My sister who I love very much and was there for me last week at my downfall said this my song. Which I truly believe it is. Sorry this is long, but its very theraputic for me right now.

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bI93c5Ww1a0"]YouTube- Guinevere Eli Young Band with lyrics[/ame]

JakeTulane · 03-27-2010, 07:04 PM

Members of My family.

JakeTulane · 03-28-2010, 06:49 PM

Going to visit My Mom today. She has decided to downsize and is selling her house. It was the first time I had seen the for sale signs up. I sat at the bottom of the driveway and realized how a huge chapter of our lives is coming to and end. We were born and raised on that hill. My grandparent's home and property is still there. My house next door where I grew up is still there. Once My Mom moves we will no longer have a reason to go up that hill. There is just a part of Me that has not accepted it all yet. It does indeed make Me sad.

Blade · 03-28-2010, 06:53 PM

Thinkin about Nannie, she just aint doin to good

Soft*Silver · 03-28-2010, 06:59 PM

a friend of mine had to put down her newfie boy...he bloated badly and because of his age and his heart condition, nothing could be done to save him...

its so hard to love these big breeds that can have so much wrong with them...but when you favor a breed, you favor them heart and soul and not through your head...

l

Andrew, Jr. · 03-28-2010, 07:47 PM

Rosie's elderly mother fell. She was taken to the hospital, and they found out that she has water on the brain. She is scheduled for surgery next week. She has some nasty cuts and bruises.

Gemme · 03-28-2010, 08:47 PM

The more I read about Jesse James' infidelity, the sadder I become. His daughter, Sunny, and Sandra became very close and now she will have no rights to see the child unless Jesse and Sunny's biological mother agree to it which is unlikely since Sandra helped Jesse get custody of the child away from Janine. It's sad when the most stable person in a child's life is going to be ripped away from them because of something so stupid.

WolfyOne · 03-28-2010, 08:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Gemme

The more I read about Jesse James' infidelity, the sadder I become. His daughter, Sunny, and Sandra became very close and now she will have no rights to see the child unless Jesse and Sunny's biological mother agree to it which is unlikely since Sandra helped Jesse get custody of the child away from Janine. It's sad when the most stable person in a child's life is going to be ripped away from them because of something so stupid.

I agree, I read the story.
I still keep asking myself, who in their right mind cheats on Sandra.

owen4u1904 · 03-28-2010, 10:04 PM

Knowing the fact that my sister does not think I should put my paper about trich in the newspaper so more people know about it. She thinks sending it into the paper is going to create gossip.

Soon · 03-28-2010, 10:07 PM

a family member not owning up to making a hurtful mistake

Charming Texan · 03-28-2010, 10:15 PM

I realized I am addicted to Keeping Up with the Kardashians.

and Bruce Jenner's face creeps me out

will not watch Kourtney & Khloe take Miami...will not!

Andrew, Jr. · 04-07-2010, 10:32 AM

The brakes are going out in my car (I recently paid $5k to keep her going);

Martina Navratilova has breast cancer;

So many natural disasters taking place lately;

The latest in cyber bullying and teenagers commiting suicide. Proves my point that words hurt;

The pit bull puppy that was being stoned with rocks and bricks by children yesterday;

The loss of civility.

foxyshaman · 04-07-2010, 11:10 AM

I have tended and lovingly grew a drumming circle for seventeen years. I am down to my last two circles before I hang up my drumming sticks. A way of life is coming to an end. I am having a hard time sorting myself out. I cried today when I sent out one of my last circle update emails.

Ahhh well this day was inevitable.

Bard · 04-13-2010, 08:33 PM

a facebook picture it was had to see her doing all the tings we had talked about with someone else I always was like hidden but now it is out in the open just someone else in my place was I so bad

WILDCAT · 04-13-2010, 08:49 PM

...well, some of you will know that I posted about the loss of a father a couple of weeks back.

This was a father to a set of twin boys that I grew up with.

During the funeral (of the father) the one brother was struggling so hard to "hang in there", for he had been fighting against cancer...
__

Well, not just in my heart of hearts... but, after having hung out with the other "twin" bro... we knew it was just going to be a matter of time.

I just found out today. I had been in my cabin for a few days, like usual.

BUT, last I was out... I looked up and said, "oh, Frank died..."
__

Then when I went to visit my parents this afternoon, they confirmed that. My heart... Twin brothers. ANY SIBLINGS. Pain...

I'm SO sorry MIKE.

I'm here Buddy.

I love you BOTH - thanks for the memories!!!!

Jude

WILDCAT · 04-13-2010, 09:20 PM

NOT to "double down", (or is it DOUBLE UP?)!

BUT, however............

ya, know, I kinda fucking hate writing here. But, this IS my family.

Anyway, I listened to my parents say today: "Frank died"...

And I'm on one side of their living room...

And I "tear up"... I grew up with these twin brothers, and I have a LOT of memories...

THEN, BEV SAYS: And your father fell today...

Let me tell you my heart SANK!!!!!!!!! (Is that a word? Fuck it, if it isn't!!)

I went over and looked at his face and my heart BROKE.

He'll be 81 in ten days. YES, I KNOW I am "lucky" to STILL have him...(!) I have heard this and heard this. It doesn't make the "fear" of losing him any "lighter"....(?!)
__

OK, that is enough from me right now. Ya'll keep on fucking fighting, OK?! And don't NO ONE "use me" in a post! Please... AND DON'T NO ONE GO OFF on me, USING ME IN A POST. I am sick and tired of the fucking bullshit and games!

Thank you. Kindly...

Wildcat

Mindy · 04-18-2010, 10:57 PM

That I keep looking around expecting to see my little orange tabby cat, Oliver. He died on Thursday of liver failure. I came home last weekend from a trip to find him ill. I took him to the vet, who wasn't very optimistic, but he did what he could. Despite all his efforts, Oliver died. I brought him home and we buried him in my mom's backyard. I miss him. I have two other cats, and even though I love them bunches, all I really want is my slightly slow, special needs kitty. (He had some neurological problems and he was a little off, lol)

03-26-2010, 08:13 PM	#64
owen4u1904 Member How Do You Identify?: trans/queer Preferred Pronoun?: he Relationship Status: single Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Brookville, Indiana Posts: 129 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 366 Thanked 123 Times in 53 Posts Rep Power: 32	I have posted this week something I needed to get off my chest and just talk. I got my 3rd tattoo today, it is a treble clef in the middle of a star with little stars round it. I love music, music is what gets me through life and I put it on my foot because music helps me walk and get there with my feelings. My sister who I love very much and was there for me last week at my downfall said this my song. Which I truly believe it is. Sorry this is long, but its very theraputic for me right now. [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bI93c5Ww1a0"]YouTube- Guinevere Eli Young Band with lyrics[/ame] __________________ PeaceandLove

03-28-2010, 06:59 PM	#68
SoftSilver Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: rose cottage Posts: 5,592 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,948 Thanked 15,908 Times in 4,062 Posts Rep Power*: 21474857	a friend of mine had to put down her newfie boy...he bloated badly and because of his age and his heart condition, nothing could be done to save him... its so hard to love these big breeds that can have so much wrong with them...but when you favor a breed, you favor them heart and soul and not through your head... l __________________ Pole bachit, a lis chuye. The field sees, the forest hears

03-28-2010, 08:47 PM	#70
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,631 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,498 Thanked 107,972 Times in 25,664 Posts Rep Power: 21474888	The more I read about Jesse James' infidelity, the sadder I become. His daughter, Sunny, and Sandra became very close and now she will have no rights to see the child unless Jesse and Sunny's biological mother agree to it which is unlikely since Sandra helped Jesse get custody of the child away from Janine. It's sad when the most stable person in a child's life is going to be ripped away from them because of something so stupid. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

03-28-2010, 10:04 PM	#72
owen4u1904 Member How Do You Identify?: trans/queer Preferred Pronoun?: he Relationship Status: single Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Brookville, Indiana Posts: 129 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 366 Thanked 123 Times in 53 Posts Rep Power: 32	Knowing the fact that my sister does not think I should put my paper about trich in the newspaper so more people know about it. She thinks sending it into the paper is going to create gossip. __________________ PeaceandLove

04-07-2010, 11:10 AM	#76
foxyshaman Member How Do You Identify?: spiritually minded dirt dog Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: canada Posts: 898 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,957 Thanked 2,592 Times in 663 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I have tended and lovingly grew a drumming circle for seventeen years. I am down to my last two circles before I hang up my drumming sticks. A way of life is coming to an end. I am having a hard time sorting myself out. I cried today when I sent out one of my last circle update emails. Ahhh well this day was inevitable. __________________ Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. Muriel Strode

03-26-2010, 12:20 AM	#61
Slave to the Buffet Junior Member How Do You Identify?: - Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: - Posts: 4 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 0 Thanked 2 Times in 2 Posts Rep Power: 0	Knowing I may be loosing the woman I was to marry.

03-26-2010, 08:02 AM	#63
MsTinkerbelly Timed Out - TOS Drama How Do You Identify?: ... Preferred Pronoun?: ... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ... Posts: 6,573 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,737 Thanked 22,908 Times in 5,019 Posts Rep Power: 0	I'm going to sound ungrateful (lucky to have a job), but getting up for work at 5:15 made me sad...I really miss my Fridays off of work.

03-27-2010, 07:04 PM	#65
JakeTulane Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Mr. Prickly Porcupine Preferred Pronoun?: Butch - Hy, Hym, Hys Relationship Status: She has softened My quills Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Permanently Banned 8/8/2011 Posts: 4,880 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,221 Thanked 5,264 Times in 2,732 Posts Rep Power: 0	Members of My family.

03-28-2010, 06:49 PM	#66
JakeTulane Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Mr. Prickly Porcupine Preferred Pronoun?: Butch - Hy, Hym, Hys Relationship Status: She has softened My quills Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Permanently Banned 8/8/2011 Posts: 4,880 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,221 Thanked 5,264 Times in 2,732 Posts Rep Power: 0	Going to visit My Mom today. She has decided to downsize and is selling her house. It was the first time I had seen the for sale signs up. I sat at the bottom of the driveway and realized how a huge chapter of our lives is coming to and end. We were born and raised on that hill. My grandparent's home and property is still there. My house next door where I grew up is still there. Once My Mom moves we will no longer have a reason to go up that hill. There is just a part of Me that has not accepted it all yet. It does indeed make Me sad.

03-28-2010, 06:53 PM	#67
Blade Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: TG Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: once in a while someone amazing comes along...and here I am! Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Down on the farm Posts: 5,501 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,855 Thanked 14,415 Times in 4,058 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Thinkin about Nannie, she just aint doin to good

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Andrew, Jr. Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Me Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Over the Rainbow in a House Posts: 5,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,004 Thanked 5,249 Times in 2,216 Posts Rep Power: 0	Rosie's elderly mother fell. She was taken to the hospital, and they found out that she has water on the brain. She is scheduled for surgery next week. She has some nasty cuts and bruises.

03-28-2010, 10:07 PM	#73
Soon Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme Relationship Status: attached Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: . Posts: 6,896 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 29,046 Thanked 13,094 Times in 3,386 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	a family member not owning up to making a hurtful mistake

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Charming Texan Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Mister Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Austin Posts: 228 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 85 Thanked 269 Times in 117 Posts Rep Power: 2116591	I realized I am addicted to Keeping Up with the Kardashians. and Bruce Jenner's face creeps me out will not watch Kourtney & Khloe take Miami...will not!

04-07-2010, 10:32 AM	#75
Andrew, Jr. Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Me Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Over the Rainbow in a House Posts: 5,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,004 Thanked 5,249 Times in 2,216 Posts Rep Power: 0	The brakes are going out in my car (I recently paid $5k to keep her going); Martina Navratilova has breast cancer; So many natural disasters taking place lately; The latest in cyber bullying and teenagers commiting suicide. Proves my point that words hurt; The pit bull puppy that was being stoned with rocks and bricks by children yesterday; The loss of civility.

04-13-2010, 08:33 PM	#77
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	a facebook picture it was had to see her doing all the tings we had talked about with someone else I always was like hidden but now it is out in the open just someone else in my place was I so bad __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.

04-13-2010, 08:49 PM	#78
WILDCAT Member How Do You Identify?: Very PROUD BUTCH LESBIAN! Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: PA Posts: 679 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 796 Thanked 551 Times in 238 Posts Rep Power: 761791	Ulghhh... ...well, some of you will know that I posted about the loss of a father a couple of weeks back. This was a father to a set of twin boys that I grew up with. During the funeral (of the father) the one brother was struggling so hard to "hang in there", for he had been fighting against cancer... __ Well, not just in my heart of hearts... but, after having hung out with the other "twin" bro... we knew it was just going to be a matter of time. I just found out today. I had been in my cabin for a few days, like usual. BUT, last I was out... I looked up and said, "oh, Frank died..." __ Then when I went to visit my parents this afternoon, they confirmed that. My heart... Twin brothers. ANY SIBLINGS. Pain... I'm SO sorry MIKE. I'm here Buddy. I love you BOTH - thanks for the memories!!!! Jude __________________ *Do not give permanent reality to temporary things...

04-13-2010, 09:20 PM	#79
WILDCAT Member How Do You Identify?: Very PROUD BUTCH LESBIAN! Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: PA Posts: 679 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 796 Thanked 551 Times in 238 Posts Rep Power: 761791	OK..................... NOT to "double down", (or is it DOUBLE UP?)! BUT, however............ ya, know, I kinda fucking hate writing here. But, this IS my family. Anyway, I listened to my parents say today: "Frank died"... And I'm on one side of their living room... And I "tear up"... I grew up with these twin brothers, and I have a LOT of memories... THEN, BEV SAYS: And your father fell today... Let me tell you my heart SANK!!!!!!!!! (Is that a word? Fuck it, if it isn't!!) I went over and looked at his face and my heart BROKE. He'll be 81 in ten days. YES, I KNOW I am "lucky" to STILL have him...(!) I have heard this and heard this. It doesn't make the "fear" of losing him any "lighter"....(?!) __ OK, that is enough from me right now. Ya'll keep on fucking fighting, OK?! And don't NO ONE "use me" in a post! Please... AND DON'T NO ONE GO OFF on me, USING ME IN A POST. I am sick and tired of the fucking bullshit and games! Thank you. Kindly... Wildcat __________________ *Do not give permanent reality to temporary things...

04-18-2010, 10:57 PM	#80
Mindy Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: her/she Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Michigan Posts: 194 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 49 Thanked 174 Times in 57 Posts Rep Power: 13974	That I keep looking around expecting to see my little orange tabby cat, Oliver. He died on Thursday of liver failure. I came home last weekend from a trip to find him ill. I took him to the vet, who wasn't very optimistic, but he did what he could. Despite all his efforts, Oliver died. I brought him home and we buried him in my mom's backyard. I miss him. I have two other cats, and even though I love them bunches, all I really want is my slightly slow, special needs kitty. (He had some neurological problems and he was a little off, lol) __________________ You must submit to supreme suffering in order to discover the completion of joy. ~John Calvin~