What is on your mind - Page 407

RockOn · 05-29-2012, 09:24 AM

Medusa, I was not thinking. Thanks for the removal of the offensive portion of my previous post.

I extend sincere apologies to Medusa and everyone here.

Wolfsong · 05-30-2012, 05:55 AM

Predictability......it may not be good, but it damn sure is amusing

rustedrims · 05-30-2012, 06:00 AM

If i dont take to many breaks i will get it done..

My cat is also acting weird..He is only 15..
what is going on in his little head and what is on his mind..???..

Talon · 05-30-2012, 10:15 AM

Just thinking about his past holiday weekend, and how enjoyable it was being around all my loved ones in such a beautiful place...just the realization of how fortunate I am to have such a solid group of very caring family and good-hearted friends.

ruffryder · 05-30-2012, 11:08 AM

Our future in our new place..

much needed time with her tonight.

starryeyes · 05-30-2012, 11:41 AM

Knowing I have to go to a training all day on Saturday, and missing out on "family fun day".

I'm sad!

jac · 05-30-2012, 12:19 PM

My beautiful, strong-willed Spritzer and all that she's enduring with her work... Such an amazingly brave woman!!

I love you!!

Hollylane · 05-30-2012, 12:22 PM

Torture...The good kind.

Jess · 05-30-2012, 12:26 PM

mean evil nasty hot sexy delicious things and the women who love them....

Princess · 05-30-2012, 01:47 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jess

mean evil nasty hot sexy delicious things and the women who love them....

Go take a cold shower Monstah

MissItalianDiva · 05-30-2012, 02:23 PM

A certain someone ...I would love to call and completely interrupt their day but I will behave I suppose

Leigh · 05-30-2012, 03:18 PM

All sorts of dirty, delicious thoughts that should be outlawed

Julien · 05-30-2012, 05:35 PM

I was told today that I should live on the edge. So many things to consider.

sylvie · 05-30-2012, 09:48 PM

Some frustration. Some sadness.
But overall, a different thought process, of a situation in my life.
Which i know, with time, honesty, digging deep within & hard work - i'll find peace & be able to move forward....

my two parents, - i'm an only child.
i've spent 39 years seeking their attention and approval.
Most days, i would give ANYthing to feel that love returned, to feel their encouragement and to know they are proud of me..

i've made SO many changes this passed year, positive, hard & necessary changes.. i see them miserable in their own lives, and deep down i know they don't have room to see outside of that.. i know, i need to let go & move forward.

Advice to me this week, at my OA meeting Monday night..
"you won't get a healthy relationship from an unhealthy person."

i love my parents, very much.. But they aren't supportive of good decisions in my life and continue to try and knock me down..
Allowing them to do that is far, far behind me now..

Detaching, with love ♥

shiagirl · 05-30-2012, 10:08 PM

Sadness, frustration, lonliness. Just wanting to be understood and accepted for how i am. Even with all that, my glass is half full and i have hope. My days are always happy and smiling because its what i choose.

LoyalWolfsBlade · 05-30-2012, 10:54 PM

Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row.

Leigh · 05-30-2012, 11:50 PM

That my head & heart are in the right place

Wolfsong · 05-31-2012, 04:53 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alix67

Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row.

Hey man, I know it may not feel like it now, but everything is going to be ok.

bkisbutchenuff · 05-31-2012, 05:06 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alix67

Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row.

....you have to look forward...things will get better...you have to sift through lots of garbage to find your fem gem...but she is out there...I refuse to give up or give in to the ones that have used and abused me...

bkisbutchenuff · 05-31-2012, 05:12 AM

I have such a peace of mind knowing in every relationship - I have been loyal, truthful and faithful - Unfortunately, not everyone can say that ... for me, in doing so - I know my Fem Gem awaits!

05-30-2012, 06:00 AM	#8123
rustedrims Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Join Date: Mar 2011 Location: Northern Ohio close to Lake Erie and ice-cream places Posts: 444 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,123 Thanked 2,553 Times in 367 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	My patio.. If i dont take to many breaks i will get it done.. My cat is also acting weird..He is only 15.. what is going on in his little head and what is on his mind..???.. __________________ I don't want to be perfect because if I was then I will loose the ability to learn.

05-30-2012, 10:15 AM	#8124
Talon Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Divine Feminine Preferred Pronoun?: . Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: . Posts: 4,921 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,246 Thanked 10,223 Times in 3,305 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Appreciative Just thinking about his past holiday weekend, and how enjoyable it was being around all my loved ones in such a beautiful place...just the realization of how fortunate I am to have such a solid group of very caring family and good-hearted friends.

05-30-2012, 11:41 AM	#8126
starryeyes Senior Member How Do You Identify?: a round peg in a square hole Preferred Pronoun?: Guess... Relationship Status: Seat taken Join Date: May 2011 Location: Rocky Mountain High Posts: 2,491 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,199 Thanked 10,051 Times in 2,076 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Knowing I have to go to a training all day on Saturday, and missing out on "family fun day". I'm sad! __________________ "It's ok to make mistakes. It's ok to fall down. Get up! Look sickening....and make them eat it!" - Latrice Royale Starry

05-30-2012, 03:18 PM	#8132
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	All sorts of dirty, delicious thoughts that should be outlawed __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

05-30-2012, 05:35 PM	#8133
Julien Member How Do You Identify?: TG/GenderQueer Preferred Pronoun?: I'm flexible, but only up to a point. Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Alabama, Gulf Coast area Posts: 1,007 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,247 Thanked 2,702 Times in 737 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I was told today that I should live on the edge. So many things to consider. __________________ Julien “Self-plagiarism is style.” Alfred Hitchcock Formerly known as Graphiteta2s

05-29-2012, 09:24 AM	#8121
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,304 Times in 2,610 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Medusa, I was not thinking. Thanks for the removal of the offensive portion of my previous post. I extend sincere apologies to Medusa and everyone here.

05-30-2012, 05:55 AM	#8122
Wolfsong Member How Do You Identify?: Aw man....another label? Preferred Pronoun?: Boys will be boys Relationship Status: Married Join Date: May 2012 Location: 60south-side Posts: 576 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 529 Thanked 2,031 Times in 418 Posts Rep Power: 20231739	Predictability......it may not be good, but it damn sure is amusing

05-30-2012, 11:08 AM	#8125
ruffryder Senior Member How Do You Identify?: FTM Preferred Pronoun?: guy ones Relationship Status: ... Join Date: May 2011 Location: chillin' in FL Posts: 3,690 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 21,951 Thanked 9,679 Times in 2,875 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Our future in our new place.. much needed time with her tonight.

05-30-2012, 12:19 PM	#8127
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	My beautiful, strong-willed Spritzer and all that she's enduring with her work... Such an amazingly brave woman!! I love you!!

05-30-2012, 12:22 PM	#8128
Hollylane Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: . Posts: 11,495 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 34,694 Thanked 26,361 Times in 5,875 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	Torture...The good kind.

05-30-2012, 12:26 PM	#8129
Jess Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: decidedly indifferent Preferred Pronoun?: other Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Patrick Springs, VA Posts: 2,812 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,247 Thanked 5,700 Times in 1,682 Posts Rep Power: 0	mean evil nasty hot sexy delicious things and the women who love them....

05-30-2012, 02:23 PM	#8131
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	A certain someone ...I would love to call and completely interrupt their day but I will behave I suppose

05-30-2012, 09:48 PM	#8134
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Some frustration. Some sadness. But overall, a different thought process, of a situation in my life. Which i know, with time, honesty, digging deep within & hard work - i'll find peace & be able to move forward.... my two parents, - i'm an only child. i've spent 39 years seeking their attention and approval. Most days, i would give ANYthing to feel that love returned, to feel their encouragement and to know they are proud of me.. i've made SO many changes this passed year, positive, hard & necessary changes.. i see them miserable in their own lives, and deep down i know they don't have room to see outside of that.. i know, i need to let go & move forward. Advice to me this week, at my OA meeting Monday night.. "you won't get a healthy relationship from an unhealthy person." i love my parents, very much.. But they aren't supportive of good decisions in my life and continue to try and knock me down.. Allowing them to do that is far, far behind me now.. Detaching, with love ♥ __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

05-30-2012, 10:08 PM	#8135
shiagirl Member How Do You Identify?: Femme, girly girl. Daddies girl Preferred Pronoun?: Whatever is respectful and nice Relationship Status: Heart Captured and Spoiled rotten by the love of my life. Join Date: May 2012 Location: In my Boifriends arms Posts: 296 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 849 Thanked 643 Times in 171 Posts Rep Power: 7530301	Too much tonight Sadness, frustration, lonliness. Just wanting to be understood and accepted for how i am. Even with all that, my glass is half full and i have hope. My days are always happy and smiling because its what i choose.

05-30-2012, 10:54 PM	#8136
LoyalWolfsBlade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones plz Relationship Status: Single but haven't given up on finding the One Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: I gaze upon the same moon as you do Posts: 3,827 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,214 Thanked 9,646 Times in 3,123 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Way to much for to many nights in a row, saddens, mistrust, disbelieve, loneliness, fear, you can only bang your head against the wall so many times before you get one hell of a migraine. How many times does it take it to be heard really heard. How many times I am not going to learn from past mistakes. To much way to much for to many nights in a row. __________________ Life should never be stagnant hence my quest for new knowledge will continue until my last breath. Wolf

05-30-2012, 11:50 PM	#8137
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	That my head & heart are in the right place __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

05-31-2012, 05:12 AM	#8140
bkisbutchenuff PPoA - Southern Gentle Butch How Do You Identify?: BOI/Butch/Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, he, him, handsome, Daddy Relationship Status: Single. 😉 Join Date: May 2011 Location: GA Posts: 2,398 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 14,071 Thanked 10,845 Times in 2,247 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I have such a peace of mind knowing in every relationship - I have been loyal, truthful and faithful - Unfortunately, not everyone can say that ... for me, in doing so - I know my Fem Gem awaits!