What is on your mind - Page 429

Leigh · 07-31-2012, 09:20 PM

Really naughty things, guess that's the kind of mood i'm in tonight

Scuba · 07-31-2012, 09:26 PM

The Expendables...a bunch of old, has been guys thinking they still "got it" Sly's face on on a 10 foot high screen....no thanks

Kenna · 07-31-2012, 09:32 PM

my house smells like wet dog

Time for two critters to get scrub downs!

Hollylane · 08-01-2012, 12:04 AM

I can't help feeling giddy...I can't keep my feet still, the smile off of my face, the happy butterflies settled in my stomach, or the joy out of my voice...I feel like a big kid, and it is fucking fabulous...

jac · 08-01-2012, 07:13 AM

What is on my mind...

I don't want to say that it's a reoccuring dream but I will say that the place looks familiar in a dream-state of mind. The building, the architecture, the rooms, it's grandure.... all of it was so soooooo familiar. But interestingly enough, a few more rooms were revealed this dream. There was actually several more rooms revealed. The place is like a maze of rooms and hallways and separate living quarters. Like three or more families could live in one massive mansion. This time I got to see the indoor basketball court and the swimming pool that had two smaller pools on each side with the automatic water resistance so it gives the feel and effect that one is swimming against the current but remaining in one spot. I did see a guy in one who was working on his starts for the backstroke. He had a couple of coaches working with him and some girls were watching. I was just passing through but he got out of his training and went to the other small pool to chew out the coaches for the girls. He was saying that he would appreciate it if they would do their job because he's tired of the audience, and he did not say it in a nice way either. I kept on walking...

It really was odd to go back into the familiar parts of this place and then to walk through doors or down a hall and discover the new sections. I don't feel as though I am done with this place... I think I will have this dream again... for the fifth or sixth time. I've lost count now. I wonder if this place or something similar really exists? Isn't it curious how our subconscious minds work through our dreams....??

SleepyButch · 08-01-2012, 07:43 AM

What's on my mind.... Hmmmm.. I hate being in limbo... I'm all moved. Still have some boxes to unpack or put in storage but yet something still doesn't feel right just yet. I try to be patient but sometimes, it's hard.

I'm sure I'll know what is next for me soon... and all will be okay no matter which way my life turns. I'm hoping for some excitement sometime soon.

Talon · 08-01-2012, 12:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by rustedrims

Hey Talon,

Congradulations on the new Bike.
I know the feeling.Was tossing around the idea myself.
Enjoy yourself and i hope all your friends are jealous.
Courious,What did you end up buying?

s.

Why thank you, rusted...
It's quite the high, wouldn't you say?
I bought a Harley VRod 10th anniversary edition in chrome.
She is a machine of pure heaven....I think I'm in love...no, no, wait...I AM IN LOVE.
Thank you for asking, can you tell that I just love to talk about her?

MissItalianDiva · 08-01-2012, 12:11 PM

More like what isn't on my mind. I think I am over stimulated cause I can't seem to focus on anything today

Glenn · 08-02-2012, 07:46 PM

It's august here... and I think your tired... I've never seen you this tired.... Your acorns and leaves are already falling..your sap is flowing...your geese have started flying south..your squirrels are foraging like you are miscarrying... autumn... the old one's say all this means... a long cold winter is coming.

GreeneyedMe · 08-02-2012, 08:28 PM

On my mind today....my best friend of 30 years. The one a few of you may have seen in my photo album on my profile. My Joey. My Rock. The one who knows me better than I do. The one who calls me on my shit and kicks my ass when necessary. The one who I keep telling should have been a woman...lol. My Joey.

He had a heart attack last night. I got the call at 1:00am. He is as ok as he can be for now...many tests later, answers are coming slowly. He is alive. Thank you God....

He is afraid, scared, terrified even. I know as I have been there. 3 years ago, I lived through my own attack. He would not let me visit him tonight. He doesn't want me to see him like this. But he visited me. I am upset, but will respect his wishes, then when he is better, I shall firmly kick his ass. Brat that he is....

His husband is the second best friend I have. I have grown to love Terry equally. They are incredible together.

His parents have both passed.
When I left for work this morning, I looked up at the sky and said "Ma, I know you miss him and love him, but please, we aren't done with him here yet...please help him stay with us.....please Ma"

I know that may be selfish. It is selfish. But I am not ready to face this world without him. He is 45. Much too young.

My Rock, My Joey...I love you...continue to heal....heal quickly...we still have much to do....

08-03-2012, 05:12 AM

Glynis...she's just found out her hubster has been paying for sex...again...Poor love's trust is shattered and she cannot go back to 'work on it' again.

May the grace of god be with you girl.

Miss Scarlett · 08-03-2012, 06:18 AM

Watching the Olympic swimming competition has brought back so many memories of my days as a competitive swimmer...i wasn't anywhere even remotely close to this level but i had teammates who were...two Olympians on our team...my best friend on the 1976 USA team and another on the 1980 British team...i was living in the UK in 1980 & was able to watch the Moscow games and watched him win gold in the 100m breaststroke...knowing how hard we trained...remembering how our team captain carried me to the car & drove me to the doctor when i broke my foot...a scared 17 year old away from home for the first time, they were my family...we kept each other sane (or insane...lol)...that the freshman swimmers still had to pass the PE swimming test even though we were all standing there in our team Speedos...lol

Miss Scarlett · 08-03-2012, 06:37 AM

Story on CBS this morning about Marilyn Monroe...she'd be 86 now and i bet she'd still be stunning...

FeminineAllure · 08-03-2012, 09:33 PM

Better you than me

Mtn · 08-04-2012, 01:57 AM

My girl will be here late Tuesday, for 24 days! So excited, so happy, so BLESSED!

Blade · 08-04-2012, 12:29 PM

Hoping the plumber gets here soon. Being waterless is annoying.

Nomad · 08-05-2012, 11:11 AM

i had so much fun last night! i didnt expect to and i really didnt even want to go at first but things were so relaxed and the conversation was so interesting and the event i attended was more amazing than i expected it to be! i wanted it all to last forever! now that it's over i cant stop thinking about how i felt and what was talked about and what happened at each interval that made it feel so good to experience!

i dont know when i forgot how to have fun. i'm thinking i've been a real drag to anyone who hung out with me in the last year or two. or G*d forbid more than that! i should send out letters that said "sorry i was a buzzkill and i hope i didnt negatively impact your life because i was so wrapped up in being this version of myself."

i've gotten really serious in the last 5 years or so. ive forgotten what it's like to have a sense of humor or to relax or to not worry about everything. i dont know how to not jump up to take care of things when people need something or to try to fix whatever isnt going right so that no one has to find a solution themselves or just cope and ride out the storm. i dont mean that in a ego focused way that really means "i'm so much better than you and i have to take care of all of this because i dont trust you to be capable". i'm not interested in being a controlling pseudo martyr who thinks she's got to take care of everything and everyone but maybe i've been acting like it and i dont know it or wont acknowledge it to myself. actually come to think of it maybe i have been acting like that. i honestly dont think that other people arent capable. but i do get caught up in thinking that if i dont do it then it wont get done.

if i'm doing that kind of thing then it means i've turned into my mother and that's just not ok with me. i think i really do owe some apologies. but how do you apologize for forgetting how to just relax and be yourself?

RockOn · 08-05-2012, 03:27 PM

I am so dirty from working outside most of the day.

This is what is on my mind ... a shower, clean clothes and ... (bandroll please) ... the FOUR watermelons I will buy at Sam's Club shortly. I am not a total pig. I am taking one to my training instructor tomorrow. He is from Connecticut. Starting another two week training session in the morning. I have it 8:00 a.m. until noon. My supervisor is in the afternoon class. I love skill updates but we only had one week off from last training. For me, too fast ... I need additional time to trick more ideas from the previous session.

Kenna · 08-05-2012, 04:05 PM

Why can't the weekend last for a week!!

Leigh · 08-05-2012, 04:19 PM

Wishing that special someone was here holding me

07-31-2012, 09:20 PM	#8561
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Really naughty things, guess that's the kind of mood i'm in tonight __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

07-31-2012, 09:26 PM	#8562
Scuba Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Relationship Status: Flying Solo Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: PNW Posts: 2,258 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,749 Thanked 8,047 Times in 1,618 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	The Expendables...a bunch of old, has been guys thinking they still "got it" Sly's face on on a 10 foot high screen....no thanks __________________ https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-X...etuwo1_500.jpg ~~Bob Richardson~~

07-31-2012, 09:32 PM	#8563
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,195 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	my house smells like wet dog Time for two critters to get scrub downs! __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

08-01-2012, 07:43 AM	#8566
SleepyButch Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Dude Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: Taken Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: Hidden Valley Ranch Posts: 3,511 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,220 Thanked 11,248 Times in 2,754 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	What's on my mind.... Hmmmm.. I hate being in limbo... I'm all moved. Still have some boxes to unpack or put in storage but yet something still doesn't feel right just yet. I try to be patient but sometimes, it's hard. I'm sure I'll know what is next for me soon... and all will be okay no matter which way my life turns. I'm hoping for some excitement sometime soon. __________________ . You cannot embrace those things that will not embrace you back.

08-02-2012, 07:46 PM	#8569
Glenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Dear ol butch bones. Preferred Pronoun?: Old G Relationship Status: Too old to play. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: :rolleyes: Posts: 1,547 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,601 Thanked 3,730 Times in 1,095 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Mother Nature It's august here... and I think your tired... I've never seen you this tired.... Your acorns and leaves are already falling..your sap is flowing...your geese have started flying south..your squirrels are foraging like you are miscarrying... autumn... the old one's say all this means... a long cold winter is coming. __________________ 1 Kings 19:12

08-01-2012, 12:04 AM	#8564
Hollylane Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: . Posts: 11,495 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 34,694 Thanked 26,360 Times in 5,877 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	I can't help feeling giddy...I can't keep my feet still, the smile off of my face, the happy butterflies settled in my stomach, or the joy out of my voice...I feel like a big kid, and it is fucking fabulous...

08-01-2012, 07:13 AM	#8565
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	What is on my mind... I don't want to say that it's a reoccuring dream but I will say that the place looks familiar in a dream-state of mind. The building, the architecture, the rooms, it's grandure.... all of it was so soooooo familiar. But interestingly enough, a few more rooms were revealed this dream. There was actually several more rooms revealed. The place is like a maze of rooms and hallways and separate living quarters. Like three or more families could live in one massive mansion. This time I got to see the indoor basketball court and the swimming pool that had two smaller pools on each side with the automatic water resistance so it gives the feel and effect that one is swimming against the current but remaining in one spot. I did see a guy in one who was working on his starts for the backstroke. He had a couple of coaches working with him and some girls were watching. I was just passing through but he got out of his training and went to the other small pool to chew out the coaches for the girls. He was saying that he would appreciate it if they would do their job because he's tired of the audience, and he did not say it in a nice way either. I kept on walking... It really was odd to go back into the familiar parts of this place and then to walk through doors or down a hall and discover the new sections. I don't feel as though I am done with this place... I think I will have this dream again... for the fifth or sixth time. I've lost count now. I wonder if this place or something similar really exists? Isn't it curious how our subconscious minds work through our dreams....??

08-01-2012, 12:11 PM	#8568
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	More like what isn't on my mind. I think I am over stimulated cause I can't seem to focus on anything today

08-02-2012, 08:28 PM	#8570
GreeneyedMe Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Sweet Femme ones Relationship Status: Peeking around the corner... Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: Rochester, NY Posts: 874 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,380 Thanked 4,375 Times in 804 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	My Joey On my mind today....my best friend of 30 years. The one a few of you may have seen in my photo album on my profile. My Joey. My Rock. The one who knows me better than I do. The one who calls me on my shit and kicks my ass when necessary. The one who I keep telling should have been a woman...lol. My Joey. He had a heart attack last night. I got the call at 1:00am. He is as ok as he can be for now...many tests later, answers are coming slowly. He is alive. Thank you God.... He is afraid, scared, terrified even. I know as I have been there. 3 years ago, I lived through my own attack. He would not let me visit him tonight. He doesn't want me to see him like this. But he visited me. I am upset, but will respect his wishes, then when he is better, I shall firmly kick his ass. Brat that he is.... His husband is the second best friend I have. I have grown to love Terry equally. They are incredible together. His parents have both passed. When I left for work this morning, I looked up at the sky and said "Ma, I know you miss him and love him, but please, we aren't done with him here yet...please help him stay with us.....please Ma" I know that may be selfish. It is selfish. But I am not ready to face this world without him. He is 45. Much too young. My Rock, My Joey...I love you...continue to heal....heal quickly...we still have much to do.... __________________ "I do not exist to impress the world. I exist to live my life in a way that will make me happy." ~Richard Bach

08-03-2012, 05:12 AM	#8571
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	Glynis...she's just found out her hubster has been paying for sex...again...Poor love's trust is shattered and she cannot go back to 'work on it' again. May the grace of god be with you girl.

08-03-2012, 06:18 AM	#8572
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Watching the Olympic swimming competition has brought back so many memories of my days as a competitive swimmer...i wasn't anywhere even remotely close to this level but i had teammates who were...two Olympians on our team...my best friend on the 1976 USA team and another on the 1980 British team...i was living in the UK in 1980 & was able to watch the Moscow games and watched him win gold in the 100m breaststroke...knowing how hard we trained...remembering how our team captain carried me to the car & drove me to the doctor when i broke my foot...a scared 17 year old away from home for the first time, they were my family...we kept each other sane (or insane...lol)...that the freshman swimmers still had to pass the PE swimming test even though we were all standing there in our team Speedos...lol

08-03-2012, 06:37 AM	#8573
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,947 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Story on CBS this morning about Marilyn Monroe...she'd be 86 now and i bet she'd still be stunning...

08-03-2012, 09:33 PM	#8574
FeminineAllure Member How Do You Identify?: Female Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: My rainbow is way overdue Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: PA Posts: 1,145 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,659 Thanked 2,026 Times in 555 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Better you than me __________________ Remember anyone can love you when the sun is shining...In the storm is where you learn who truly cares for you

08-04-2012, 01:57 AM	#8575
Mtn Member How Do You Identify?: Stone butch, daddy type Relationship Status: sylvie calls me her studmuffin Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: OR Posts: 691 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,005 Thanked 3,834 Times in 617 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	My girl will be here late Tuesday, for 24 days! So excited, so happy, so BLESSED! __________________ If you don't sleep in my bed, or sign my paycheck, your opinion probably does not matter to me...

08-04-2012, 12:29 PM	#8576
Blade Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: TG Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: once in a while someone amazing comes along...and here I am! Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Down on the farm Posts: 5,501 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,855 Thanked 14,414 Times in 4,058 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Hoping the plumber gets here soon. Being waterless is annoying. __________________ Yeah so what if I'm triple dipped in awesome sauce? The best way to predict the future, is to create it.

08-05-2012, 11:11 AM	#8577
Nomad Timed Out How Do You Identify?: stone femme Daddy's girl Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: disinterested Join Date: Jun 2012 Location: in my head Posts: 991 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,848 Thanked 3,745 Times in 734 Posts Rep Power: 0	i had so much fun last night! i didnt expect to and i really didnt even want to go at first but things were so relaxed and the conversation was so interesting and the event i attended was more amazing than i expected it to be! i wanted it all to last forever! now that it's over i cant stop thinking about how i felt and what was talked about and what happened at each interval that made it feel so good to experience! i dont know when i forgot how to have fun. i'm thinking i've been a real drag to anyone who hung out with me in the last year or two. or Gd forbid more than that! i should send out letters that said "sorry i was a buzzkill and i hope i didnt negatively impact your life because i was so wrapped up in being this version of myself." i've gotten really serious in the last 5 years or so. ive forgotten what it's like to have a sense of humor or to relax or to not worry about everything. i dont know how to not* jump up to take care of things when people need something or to try to fix whatever isnt going right so that no one has to find a solution themselves or just cope and ride out the storm. i dont mean that in a ego focused way that really means "i'm so much better than you and i have to take care of all of this because i dont trust you to be capable". i'm not interested in being a controlling pseudo martyr who thinks she's got to take care of everything and everyone but maybe i've been acting like it and i dont know it or wont acknowledge it to myself. actually come to think of it maybe i have* been acting like that.* i honestly dont think that other people arent capable. but i do get caught up in thinking that if i dont do it then it wont get done. if i'm doing that kind of thing then it means i've turned into my mother and that's just not ok with me. i think i really do owe some apologies. but how do you apologize for forgetting how to just relax and be yourself?

08-05-2012, 03:27 PM	#8578
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,304 Times in 2,610 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I am so dirty from working outside most of the day. This is what is on my mind ... a shower, clean clothes and ... (bandroll please) ... the FOUR watermelons I will buy at Sam's Club shortly. I am not a total pig. I am taking one to my training instructor tomorrow. He is from Connecticut. Starting another two week training session in the morning. I have it 8:00 a.m. until noon. My supervisor is in the afternoon class. I love skill updates but we only had one week off from last training. For me, too fast ... I need additional time to trick more ideas from the previous session.

08-05-2012, 04:05 PM	#8579
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,195 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Why can't the weekend last for a week!! __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

08-05-2012, 04:19 PM	#8580
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Wishing that special someone was here holding me __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"