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10-10-2012, 08:05 PM
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With the holidays approaching and after a day spent in the hospital family is on my mind. I have always been family oriented. I was always taught family came first and as the eldest that was how I lived my 45 years. I came back to my home town in Feb of this year and see my bio-family only when they choose, want something from me, or need something from me that only I can provide. Oh let's not forget to get in my face about my sexuality. Yet I still hold out hope that it will change. That it will at least go back to the way it was when my grandmother was alive and we had holiday family dinners together. Instead of spending them alone. My grandmother had 12 children and each of those had at least 5 adn each of those at least 5 we are in our 7th generation here so I have a very large extended family here that supposedly believes in family first blood first yet I know I will be spending the upcoming holidays alone or with strangers. Okay done with my humbug thoughts.
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10-10-2012, 08:37 PM
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wondering ...
Noticing friends can be blatantly honest sometimes ...hmmmm Trying to figure out my next step with the given information. Realizing the stupidity of certain choices One day at a time...
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10-10-2012, 08:54 PM
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my girl and how awesome and sweet she is.
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10-11-2012, 06:14 AM
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how i woke up with a smile this morning after a quick ride into mexico.. the weather wasnt the best the wind was crazy. it wore my azz out an felt great. slept better then i have in weeks!
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10-11-2012, 09:02 AM
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Short rant
Any volunteers to drag me kicking and screaming to my eye app't today?? I don't wannaaaaaaa gooooooooooo
 
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10-11-2012, 10:35 AM
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I took my oldest (18 going on 19 in Dec) to cash her check....and brought her to her BFs....she turned back to me as she walked up to the door...because I wait till she gets there....like I always have...and probably always will...she smiled at me...and I saw a glimpse of her as the little girl she used to be....and it made me wonder...where did the years go?? It seems like only yesterday she fit in my arms...my hand could hold her little feet...and now she works....and is thinking about buying a house with her boyfriend....it's so beyond me.....
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10-11-2012, 12:30 PM
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The hard conversations. The results of them. The emotions caused by them.
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10-11-2012, 04:44 PM
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What's on my mind...
Another busy work weekend ahead. This night is on the downslide... coffee pot is preset, lunch is premade and I am prerelaxed. Errr ummmm, scratch that... I'm chillin' with last night's Survivor on cbs.com. Missin' my girl wicked bad and looking forward to seeing her in two weeks. I really dislike rushing through my days for something in the future but.... but, I just want to be in her presence, in her space. I want to be home with her... |
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10-14-2012, 08:02 AM
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This body pain sucks...it's one of those sunday mornings...still groggy and need more coffee. I would much rather be in bed with her crawling on top of me or vice versa...kisses and snuggles and taking care of my hard cock cause it is her job. I miss that sunday morning...stop the world, in bed, for each other time.
There were other things on my mind. Not anymore. ...And the day is overcast and a warm front has moved in. No excuses to not get out there and pickup some leaves and other work. No more day dreaming. Last edited by DMW; 10-14-2012 at 08:04 AM. |
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10-14-2012, 08:46 AM
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do I help my daughter in her quest or do I let her achieve it on her own.......
I want her to be happy and live her life...... If I do help am I helping cause it is the right thing to do or I can see her fall  
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10-14-2012, 08:46 AM
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Damn 009 distributor and timing the damn thing with just a tachometer and an ear and angles...be nice to have a timing light and a tach...it's all good though..i am such a perfectionist and a stickler to detail and correctness that it isn't really a good thing to be so much of a perfectionist to a fault. At least i have learned this and to live and let live and give it to God and to chill the f*** out and to learn that i am not in control...ew..blah...yuck
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10-14-2012, 10:27 AM
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as I stood looking at the view as the sun comes up it hits me that this is one of the last times I will see it
over the years I have come and gone I have always returned to look out and take in the morning view It hits me ....I will be sad for me I am headed to a place I never dared to dream for my daughter it is a loss of years building a life ..... she plans to stay and build another she will always have a home with me as I have more than one dwelling I want her to be happy and fly The view holds more than anyone could ever know..... for her I can not speak as I could only guess what the vew holds for her I go into the future I tread lightly as the future unfolds |
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10-14-2012, 11:48 AM
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There really is a lot on my mind lately however, it all boils down to wanting to be worth it. Worth pursuing her. Giving her all she deserves. Yes I am a perfectionist and this has kept me quiet on how I feel well this and a touch of shyness that no one else seems to see in me. It is okay though. When the time is right for me I will tell her and it will either be just the right time or to late and I will have no one to blame but me. Yet because of who I am at my core I want to be worth it I want to be all she deserves. At least in my eyes and it is my eyes that count in this matter.
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10-15-2012, 01:34 AM
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I can't sleep tonight.
Someone told me to call if I couldn't sleep... but it wouldn't be right. There's a lot in my head these days... but a couple things weigh heavier then most. My daughter is moving out of my home... She is ten years old (well, almost, only a few more days) and shes moving to live with her father an hour away from me. Its so hard to let her go, but its the right thing to do. Her brother, my eight year old son, has some special needs. He doesn't always understand what hes doing, or have the ability to stop himself from doing things... and now, hes becoming more aggressive. He's playing when it happens... having fun, or trying to get her attention, but he can hurt her... He never means to, and I don't blame him... but it's not fair of me to keep her here either. Not when her father can take her, and she wont have to worry about that happening. I don't know how any mother can make a choice to send their child away without tears... Its taken a while for mine to come but they are certainly flowing tonight. I know I will get to see her often and I know she will be safe and happy, but I will miss my little girl. I wish she didn't have to go.
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10-15-2012, 07:19 AM
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My doctors appointment today. I have had to wait a month for it and it is suppose to be a step towards finding out why I am in so much pain yet I really do not want to go. Mainly because I know I will have to deal with transphobia and a bunch of idiots. I will go because I need an answer to why my body hurts so damn much. Four hours and counting.
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10-15-2012, 08:59 AM
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Hoping to find a job, the future & upcoming events
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10-15-2012, 10:22 AM
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My beautiful daughter, the Divine Miss Miranda, is 19 today ...
Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so proud!!! I'm still a little  that I could have a 19 y/o. LOL
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10-15-2012, 10:36 AM
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The move and what it means
wow I guess this karma thing is real had my doubts but karma has it's own timeline the timing is .... well let's say perfect is a huge understatement Paradise ............... what can I say that would hold some weight? Thank You....... dont think so say it 100 times help me here..... paradise for the rest of my days World yes This Stone Butch is humble so very humble just putting it out to the world and Higherpower  
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10-15-2012, 12:17 PM
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feeling really good about my job right now. I'm happy with my life here with DamonK and my pups. It is amazing how having peace in your heart changes your Outlook on life.
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10-15-2012, 01:57 PM
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What's on my mind...
I really need to buy new bed pillows. But I HATE standing in the aisle, looking at all the different kinds, trying to decide what the hell I need (firm, medium, soft, side sleeper, down, feather)... there are way too many decisions! |
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